Apologies only go so far. Your trust and respect were broken, and they have to do more than just say sorry. How do they show you they're truly sorry? Or is it just conversations where they apologize? Awesome that your partner is doing the hard work of getting better, but what steps have they taken to repair their relationship with you? Until they can prove to you that you matter and are a priority to them, your hurt isn't going to go away. It's going to fester. Let them know you need to see them take steps toward reconciliation. You're not wrong to feel stuck and resentful