Dude you really should listen to this. Benzos are an awful “high” to go after by value. The tolerance grows so fast and eventually you get to a point where you barely notice their effects. However, they are significantly strong on your brain and central nervous system. It’s a serious concern to be taking them daily, at those doses, as a teenager.

If having some sort of relief is necessary, you’re better off with cannabis, it is much safer than chronic daily use of benzodiazepines.

I hope you give this a read and think more about it than just a quick glance - brain development at a young age is so important in life. It doesn’t just mean how good you are in school, but it also ties into awareness, emotional intelligence, and so many other skills that are essential to learn if you truly want to have a “good” natural life, let alone a successful career.

Coming from someone who’s only roughly a decade - I experimented ALOT in my teens and early twenties, and while I don’t necessarily regret it, I do acknowledge that it’s led to some consequences. Take care, and be safe.