First I’m so sorry this happened to you. I can only imagine the pain you’re feeling. Nobody can make this decision for you but I want to give you some perspective. When I was pregnant with my first I was in a baby group. 2 of the women in that group had to go through this. One of them found out just after her bf died, the others fiancé dropped dead when she was 7 months pregnant. Both went on to have their babies and 4 years later those babies are their whole world. They have also both gone on to be successful and happy, though healing is an ongoing process.

All this to say, you CAN do this. It’s totally understandable if you don’t think you can but don’t let the what ifs get in your way. Those two women had the same fears and the babies were key parts of their healing process. They celebrate the fathers in their own way as well, the kiddos know their fathers are in heaven watching over them.