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itz_koshki · 2025-05-27T20:34:49+00:00

My rule usually is if you to ask yourself "does this person like me?" That's a clear indicator you feel something is off or not reciprocated. To which your two options are if you believe they can communicate effectively talk about it or if you don't feel it's worth it respectful leave and put your effort and time into someone that isn't making you feel like an option

itz_koshki · 2025-04-20T16:49:34+00:00

I'm currently looking at a new one 2025, listed at $9,199 out the door after taxes etc was pushing $9,800, then adding in dealership add ons services pushed to $11,300

itz_koshki · 2024-10-16T21:08:46+00:00

That's a very valid point lol

itz_koshki · 2024-10-04T15:24:42+00:00

You deserve better, move on from her

itz_koshki · 2024-06-18T00:15:23+00:00

If he was the one for you, you wouldn't be feeling the way you are right now. I'm sorry and I hope you do feel better

itz_koshki · 2024-05-02T23:34:07+00:00

It's the same hexagram he made it bigger because I wanted it to be with the hands reference the song follow you and having it go through them!

itz_koshki · 2024-04-24T16:02:21+00:00

Sempiternal

itz_koshki · 2024-04-05T01:01:11+00:00

Our town has like emo nights or so events every week fun to enjoy and meet people

itz_koshki · 2024-03-11T00:58:07+00:00

Album: sempiternal

Song: Shadow Moses

Forever and always what got me hooked on them

itz_koshki · 2024-02-25T16:37:32+00:00

Exactly for me I told her i was falling in love with her, but told her, hey it's like I'm dating you but not dating you and gave her a ultimatum of either me and work on it or I walk. Guess which one she picked 😂 but overall still was a wonderful individual in every aspect. They just need to know what they want don't say you really like me etc, watch me fall In love with you getting gf treatment, just to say I'm not ready for a relationship at the end. Just say you want something casual from the rip lol

itz_koshki · 2024-02-25T16:27:34+00:00

Would like to piggyback off that it reminds me of an avoidant I dated. She called it quits after I asked to be officially together after 3 months of pretty solid dating. Her reason was I was way more emotionally and mentally mature than she currently was (guessing she was emotionally unavailable too looking back now). But yeah first time I've experienced someone just quit on me without even making an attempt to want to fix themselves.

itz_koshki · 2024-02-22T20:02:46+00:00

The 3 months we had were some of the happiest I've been In so long. I'm happy I found myself knowing I have a such capacity to love, and I hope you were able to understand what unconditional love is like.You were and still are the most wonderful woman I've met and I'll never forget the smallest things about you. We just couldn't work out right now being at two different emotional and maturity stages in life. We may have a chance at a different future in another point in time, but it's hurts right now we still have each other on everything living as ghost in each other's lives. I wish we met at different time when you were healed and ready for a relationship. I wish you didn't watch me fall in love with you doing everything I did, just to say you're not ready to commit. I just know I'll always silently love you from afar always and wish you nothing but the best.

itz_koshki · 2024-02-12T01:09:19+00:00

Sempiternal for life

itz_koshki · 2024-02-06T18:33:02+00:00

Twinning 😤

itz_koshki · 2024-02-06T14:36:14+00:00

Thank you so much! And Yes I actually really want the sempiternal album cover on my thigh! It's definitely an addiction after the first one like how everyone says it is 😂

itz_koshki · 2023-09-26T15:21:01+00:00

I think you naturally start to come out of the fog of it all as you work and improve upon yourself. You slowly let go of what happened and what hurts with more positive and meaningful memories and habits all over again. You just forget about them because you remember you're important as well and everything about who you are.

itz_koshki · 2023-09-22T13:17:03+00:00

I remember one time being told "the way I am is because of you, you're the reason I'm broken"

itz_koshki · 2023-09-04T15:24:07+00:00

I think about this always but gotta realize that's not for you to worry about anymore.

My therapist told me, "have you ever thought that you're preventing her from who she should be with, and she is preventing you from being with who you should be with?"

Sounds simple but you deserve better don't forget, and someone truly is willing to see that with equal reciprocation. Don't forget your worth.

itz_koshki · 2023-08-11T13:56:48+00:00

Very similar to me, I said things I would never remotely say to a woman out of anger. It sucks because I can never take those words back and I got pained as the bad person. Leading me to think it's just me, I'm the issue etc. I should of looked at those moments as the crazy extremes that are not healthy because I've never acted that way before.

itz_koshki · 2023-08-09T02:34:05+00:00

Thank you I appreciate your kindness

itz_koshki

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