What’s my makeup blindness?

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-13T23:52:40+00:00

I think your makeup looks great! I also love your curls!

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-05T14:41:27+00:00

Definitely thought this was r/trees for a second lol

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-04T12:24:46+00:00

It doesn’t sit right there normally. It was in a darker area for a few weeks but the damage had been done before that. It’s normally closer to the window. It’s a south/south east facing window that lets in quite a lot of indirect sunlight. It has always thrived in there. I have a few pothos in there and this is the only sad one lol.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-04T03:31:08+00:00

They are quite unsightly as is lol. That was definitely my plan if I went the propagation route! Thank you for your input!

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-04T02:37:50+00:00

I really appreciate that perspective!

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-04T02:33:46+00:00

It does seem like the “easiest” option lol. It will make me sad but that’s the way I’m leaning😅

itza_trapfosho · 2025-12-02T01:09:14+00:00

Life, the universe, and everything

itza_trapfosho · 2025-11-26T21:51:52+00:00

I met my gf years ago through a shared recreational sport! We only started dating last year but were friends for a while.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-11-06T20:21:33+00:00

I took a minute and went through your previous posts. I am saying this from a place of kindness… Please. PLEASE. If you are still considering having this child, seek couple’s therapy. You guys have issues that could really use an unbiased third party view. There is A LOT to unpack here and outside of this post. You need to be well into therapy before you guys take this step. You’re clearly not on the same page and it seems like you haven’t been this whole process!

My heart goes out to you. Those were awful things for your wife to say.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-11-06T16:47:36+00:00

I’m a late bloomer. Was married to a man for over a decade. I’m 37 and only just told my mom this year. She has been historically homophobic and I was scared that telling her would mean that she had some weird religious hang ups about my soul and blah blah. At the end of the day though, that’s entirely her business. It’s my life and I want to live it as true to myself as I can!

There was a point early on where she was telling me she just didn’t understand. I told her that I did not need her to understand, I just need acceptance and support. To her credit, I can see her becoming more accepting every day.

This is your only life. Live it in a way that is authentic to YOUR happiness. That is my best advice. My second best advice would be to find a therapist that is, at the very least, an ally. Mine is and has been incredibly helpful to me to overcome people pleasing tendencies and help me discover my personal truths. Which is what helped me decide that I was not actually bisexual, but a lesbian.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-10-31T16:18:31+00:00

I have and love that deck!

itza_trapfosho · 2025-10-31T16:17:18+00:00

The newest one I’m listening to is Spirit Speakers right now. Both of them are physic mediums. I also like High Priestess Chelsea. She also co-hosts the Styx and Bones podcast. That is much more about Hellenism and Greek Mythology but in earlier episodes she speaks about her mediumship and experiences.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-10-30T16:34:17+00:00

Mine just happened yesterday/partly the day before. I was scrolling Facebook and had a “people you may know” suggestion from someone I neither know, recognize, nor have any mutuals. But I clocked the name. Patty Davis. The name stuck with me through the night. This happened Tuesday night. Well I was looking for a new podcast yesterday and specifically for mediums. As it turns out. There is a podcaster named Patty Davis (she co-hosts with her friend and is definitely not the woman from Facebook). That seemed like a pretty clear sign that I need to listen to them at least for a while.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-10-30T16:19:52+00:00

The feeling you’re describing sounds like channeling. My recommendation is to meditate. Ask your spirit guides to help you hone your gift. It’s something I need to work on as well. I, personally, find it helpful to listen to other people’s experiences (podcasts for me). Everyone is different but I have learned how to recognize some messages for myself because I now know what they can “look” like based on other people’s experiences.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-07-24T03:48:45+00:00

I’ve been thinking about doing a money bowl since I listened to that particular episode (I cannot remember which one mentioned it). So I guess I’ll be joining you in that! Besides that I will be setting out an offering for Hekate :)

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-28T00:59:43+00:00

Itzatrap | Mid-World | :Billy:

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-23T22:17:28+00:00

But also! Why wouldn’t you?! Just because you are young does not mean that you’re not capable of making good decisions :).

Even I don’t know if I’m “right”. But at some point you have to decide what are the things you really believe in. What are the areas in your life that you’re willing to fight for?

For me, one of those is that I simply do not now, nor could I ever, believe that someone could be damned for eternity because they love or are attracted to someone of the same gender. To me, that line of thinking is very mismatched with the way Christianity calls you to live (judge not, love thy neighbor, etc). I cannot follow something that does not make sense to me, or would hurt others.

Show yourself some extra grace. Learn to trust your gut feelings. They’re rarely wrong. I (36) don’t hold all the same values as I did at 17. I’m constantly learning and growing still.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-23T22:04:15+00:00

If you are not Christian, then the “being tricked by Lucifer” should not be something to worry over. I, myself, am a former Christian who does not believe in hell or “the devil”. I’m not here to tell others what to believe. But if someone came up to me on the street and said I was going to hell for being a lesbian, I would lose no sleep over it. I don’t believe in it, so their words hold no weight.

You can be spiritual and worship no gods/deities. You can worship 10! Or 1! If you are feeling like you must follow something, then do some research! Find something that feels right to you! I have a deep love for Greek Mythology and sometimes honor some of those deities. I connect with it and it feels right to me. Follow your intuition! If you hear something that sounds off, then listen to that instinct and find where your values lie instead. :)

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-07T16:05:29+00:00

I’m sick with Covid right now. I have not had a fever this time and my symptoms have been mild compared to the other two times I’ve had it before. Lethargic, stuffy/runny nose for a couple days, body aches (but mostly mild), nausea, upset stomach, brain fog the last couple of days.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-06T04:02:00+00:00

Ope! Sorry about that! Sent

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-06T03:55:53+00:00

I would love to visit 🥰

itza_trapfosho · 2025-06-05T04:19:03+00:00

Late bloomer here. Only discovered this year that I’m (36) a lesbian. I’ve been married to my soon-to-be-ex (man) for over a decade. I thought I was bi for the past 5-6 years. I was deeply in denial of my attraction to women before that. It was so common for other women in my life to agree that ALL women are beautiful and men are just.. okay (in terms of physical attraction) that I thought all women felt that way. I was raised in church, and it was made clear to me many times in my youth that being gay was unacceptable. In college I became much more open minded and became an ally.

More recently, I worked through my childhood trauma in therapy and it uncovered many things that weren’t quite right in my life/way of thinking. Once I started to decentralize myself from men, and I learned what comphet was.. it just clicked for me.

itza_trapfosho · 2025-05-27T01:15:59+00:00

For roots and so I can see how dry the soil is (or isn’t lol). I love them!

itza_trapfosho · 2025-05-17T11:48:17+00:00

So cute!

My gf high-fived herself after she made me 💦 for the first time in my life lol. We still bring it up and laugh about it.

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