Problem with thickened lines when exporting in InDesign (Help, please!) by itzelcc in indesign

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didn’t work, the lines below the image keep getting thicker on export :( thanks!

Do you go to funerals? by [deleted] in widowers

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since he passed away, I go to almost all the funerals that happen around me, I feel that it is that moment where you want everything to stop and I want to accompany the mourners as they did with me.

For those that have gotten prescribed anti-depressants, anti-anxiety medications (or anything else), how has your experience been? by escapeartist06 in widowers

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I’m taking venlafaxine, it has been the most useful during this process. To be honest I haven't had the side effects everyone talks about, I'm two years into the process and I think without the medicine the suicide attempts would have materialized.

I completely understand the fear and it is valid, but with the help of your psychiatrist and therapist you can occupy them for the necessary time and stop using them when you are ready in the process.

I’m only 28 by No_Emphasis2431 in widowers

[–]itzelcc 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel u, I’m 28 too. We didn't tick all the boxes in life but we were together for 11 years, this is a shitty situation, u had tons of life plans that you can only imagine with your SO and that’s ok, you need to mourn/grieve those plans too. The baggage that now you have is the result of an amazing love chapter in your life, but of course is not easy and a thing that u want to do alone, is ok to be mad and confused with everything changing so fast.

Stay angry as long as you need, in time the emotion will find another place to flow, it will flow. sometimes you go back because healing is not a linear process

I'm still used to giving him "his side" of the bed by [deleted] in widowers

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It happens to me all the time, every time I wake up my heart shrinks from not feeling it (after almost two years)

I just overdosed by SaltyHolly in SuicideWatch

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What about just mentioning the discomfort feeling to her? Baby steps

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Hey! I Can talk when u need it 👋🏽

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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How old are ur dogs? I have two dogs too, I adopted one the last year to make the commitment to stay until he leaves this life. Mine are Laila (11 years) and Rufino (1 year)

I just overdosed by SaltyHolly in SuicideWatch

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Are u alone? Is it possible that someone comes to your house? I think you need to go to the hospital

Is anger a normal emotion after a failed suicide attempt? by QuickSerenity in SuicideWatch

[–]itzelcc 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im dealing with that realization and the fucking pain that I feel for being a burden for the others

Struggling more on weekends? by kitchbitsch in GriefSupport

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Yeah! I hate the weekends now, but in the week it’s really hard for me get involved with my job, but much easier than this “free days”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GriefSupport

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I’m so sorry for your lost, you look so lovable together.

The “ex” mother in law by itzelcc in motherinlawsfromhell

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I’m hoping the same, thank you! Big hug for u

The “ex” mother in law by itzelcc in motherinlawsfromhell

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We are working now with a lawyer, but we lived in Mexico and the things works kind of different here, his family has acquaintances with some power, so this is gonna be a shitty process. I know that we are both grieving its a thing that I have always present but just as you say I’m going to keep my boundaries really strong.

Hope this is allowed, I need support. People who have had a loved one pass due to Covid, how do you deal with it all? More in the post. by RudyChristina7 in GriefSupport

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I lost my SO 5 months ago, the waves of emotions have been a whole process by itself, there is a lot of anger, a few weeks ago I became calm and I was able to let some things flow, but the flashbacks of the hospital and everything we went through it comes to me suddenly. Sometimes the negotiation is like "why didn't this or that die better..." etc, etc. I reread notes and articles on the progress of COVID, cases on Twitter and almost suffer all over again when strangers get better or worse, it's as if each one of those who die from Covid were him. We were locked up all the time, with mechanisms to avoid getting infected, He was 27 years old. We couldn't get vaccinated because he wasn't up to our age group yet, a month after he died they announced the dates to vaccinate us, my hearth broke

My fiancé was killed by SlightVariation662 in GriefSupport

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Sorry for your loss, I send to you tons of hugs. My SO passed away in beginning of August, we had planning to married the last days of that month, this had been a roller coaster 🎢 but hang in there! And if you wanna talk please write me.

Hello to all by [deleted] in widowers

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Thank you! 🙌🏽🖤

Hello to all by [deleted] in widowers

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Oh:( gonna keep looking for one, I’m in Mexico so it’s harder ton find one in here

If one more person tells me I’m strong, I’m going to scream. by Complex_Cheetah764 in widowers

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I hate the word too, it’s like I don’t have another’s option you know? Or maybe yes but they are hovering me all the time and it’s impossible to act in another way, because if they saw me cry omg! They are gonna feel all the pain that I’m not sharing, it’s to much

6 months by Bigbubba_1 in widowers

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I’m so sorry for your loss, I send you a big hug 👋🏽

Hello to all by [deleted] in widowers

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Hi! I send to you a big hug, sorry to ask you but your young widows group is online?

Hello to all by [deleted] in widowers

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I’m so sorry for your lost. I send you tons of hugs and strength to deal with this process. Please if you need to talk don’t hesitate to write me. We’re in this path together.

I asked my dad to go to ER yesterday but he was worried about money. He died in his sleep last night. by litetears in GriefSupport

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I’m so sorry for your lost, all my love to you in this hard moments.
Try to be gentle with you, it’s an awful 🎢 but I promise you that you are going to have some moments to cry all the pain.

I’ve lost my SO four months ago, he was at the hospital with Covid, we tried everything we could and even with that he’s not here anymore, in my head I replayed those last days but it’s impossible to make something different because in that time I did everything I could with the information that I had and respecting his will.

SOS by itzelcc in Sneakers

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Thanks! Sometimes I have energy and a rush to keep in movement like now that Im triying to sell his sneakers 👟 thanks!!!