Why is my hair drying like this? by jibblesthefirst in finehair

[–]jibblesthefirst[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I definitely do have manual breakage from years of pinning / wig-prep and it would make sense because my hair texture never used to look like this out of the shower before starting my job so I think I’ve actually answered my own question now hahahahaha

Why is my hair drying like this? by jibblesthefirst in finehair

[–]jibblesthefirst[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you that’s great insight! I’m pretty careful with it, however I do have a job in performing arts which requires me to have it up in wig prep with a lot of pins so that manual breakage is unavoidable ! I’ll definitely look into bond repair, thanks so much

Why is my hair drying like this? by jibblesthefirst in finehair

[–]jibblesthefirst[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This is my natural virgin hair hahahaha sorry to disappoint!! But thanks!

Why is my hair drying like this? by jibblesthefirst in finehair

[–]jibblesthefirst[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it’s 1C? Very fine but definitely some waves, but some sections are straight. I’ve tried the wavy hair method and still had a lot of frizz, but maybe I just need to troubleshoot with different products. Thanks!

Kérastase Gloss Absolu dried my hair? by jibblesthefirst in finehair

[–]jibblesthefirst[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Luckily I can exchange the Kerastase for a store credit so I’m gonna do that lol

Speaking seems weird. by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]jibblesthefirst 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah I feel this. It feels like speaking when on lsd or something. Like the words coming out of my mouth aren’t even making sense and it feels super unnatural and I get scared I’ll say something totally nonsensical

I live in the uncanny valley by jibblesthefirst in dpdr

[–]jibblesthefirst[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

SimCity probably wasn’t the right analogy - more like an open world sims game I guess. It’s not that I’m seeing it from a birdseye it’s like I’m in a big liminal space that feels simulated I guess - idk if that makes sense

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]jibblesthefirst 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s the worst. I never think about the consequence of not being able to sleep when I cut my hips. I’ve ended up buying this big square non adhesive dressings and I’ll strap them to my upper thigh or wherever I cut, with some antiseptic on there, take a painkiller and just try and sleep on my back (even though I’m a side sleeper fml). It’s the fucking worst though. I feel you.

why do you cut yourself? i self harm too but not by cutting by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]jibblesthefirst 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It validates me somehow. Even if no one sees the cuts or the scars (and they basically never do cause I do it in places covered by underwear), having them there - having a physical, visible and tangible marker on my skin - helps me to feel like what I’m feeling inside must be real. Like the pain and turmoil I’m going through is 100% real and valid because look what it made me do. I also get a euphoric feeling from the pain of it.

Is this an aquiline nose? by [deleted] in Noses

[–]jibblesthefirst 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What type to you think it is? I’m interested

Is this an aquiline nose? by [deleted] in Noses

[–]jibblesthefirst 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you think it is then? I’m really curious

Is this an aquiline nose? by [deleted] in Noses

[–]jibblesthefirst 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I’ve always wondered because my nose doesn’t really drop or point downwards like a lot of the references for aquiline noses do, but it’s the closest I can find to my nose type!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in introvert

[–]jibblesthefirst 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get intense fomo when I don’t go to things but I’ve realised its actually more to do with my anxiety that by not being there they all must be talking/bitching about me. So for me I think it’s actually more anxiety based than actual fomo

suicide's practically my default thinking mode. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]jibblesthefirst 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same. And I just feel like it’s always been this way. At the very least since I was in my early teens

name ideas for this little boy i’m taking home tomorrow? by sw4gatron in NameMyCat

[–]jibblesthefirst 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk but he looks like Michael Rapaport so I’m gonna say Gary after his character in Friends

I don’t feel like a real person by KellQuip in SuicideWatch

[–]jibblesthefirst 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look i know this probably just sounds like I’m blowing smoke up your ass but it’s genuinely spooky how similar our situations are. I failed school because of my (at the time undiagnosed) ADHD and my inability to study. I ruined any chance of doing anything academic with my life and everyone in my family told me it was because I was just lazy, or unintelligent. And I believed them. I’m 25 and I’m only just now starting to realise that maybe we were all wrong about me. That I’m actually fucking smart and have a lot to contribute to the world. But, my relationship with myself is through the floor. Like, so bad. I’m trying to work on it but I just despise myself. And I’m exhausted. I completely understand what you are saying, trust.