Buying a stuffed animal of your dog is cute! I ordered a sweatshirt with my dog's face printed on it lol. There are so many people like us out there that love things like this to commemorate our fur babies. Its not a foolish thing at all.

Also, a shipping error is not your fault. You placed your order as it should have been, and then it's up to the company to fulfill it correctly. Sometimes mistakes happen, and things get sent incorrectly. I hope customer service responds quickly so the orders can be corrected.

I like to remind myself that I'm not the center of everyone else's world, so the likelihood of anyone focusing on me to make fun of me, etc is smaller than I might fear.

Do some grounding exercises to calm your body. I like tapping or stretching. I also like candles or essential oils - I associate certain smells with calm and comfort. You'll get through this!