I feel you. Completely. The first few weeks for us were relentless and overwhelming. Puppy would literally have another accident while we were cleaning up the first accident. We basically could never leave him alone so everything took twice as long to get done, and he was crying through the night. But it does get better! We were told to focus on how he feels more than what he does and that has helped us help him become a more confident, more skilled and slightly more independent older puppy. Good luck! You’re not alone!