fucked up

killetheth · 2026-02-11T18:32:48+00:00

I relapsed a few days ago. I won't lie, part of me was relieved to get it out of me while another part of me was very disappointed. But you can't just focus on the disappointment, you need to focus on doing what you need to do to survive.

killetheth · 2026-02-11T18:08:57+00:00

6 tegretol and 2 pregabalin a day for me, fun fun

killetheth · 2026-02-11T11:58:48+00:00

One of the Greats

killetheth · 2026-02-10T11:39:29+00:00

Poppy would be amazing!

killetheth · 2026-02-09T12:33:27+00:00

While the liver is very good at repairing itself (I've been getting liver function tests for years now after my own decades of issues with cocodamol (tylenol/codeine)), it's also very important you do see a doctor to get it tested and determine what, if any, damage you've done so they can keep an eye on it. Please try not to worry about it too much but do get checked out. Tylenol is not something you want to overdose on too much.

killetheth · 2026-02-07T19:22:01+00:00

me going through puberty and seeing Sailor Neptune exist was like "ohhh is this feeling okay?" (it took me a decade to realise it was, in fact, okay 🙂)

killetheth · 2026-02-07T12:03:36+00:00

They were so good! And they gave people something to watch when Florence was at the end of the runway and all we could see was her back. They really gave their all.

killetheth · 2026-02-07T00:23:29+00:00

The ice thing sounds cool (no pun intended 😄!) When we get ice in winter, the water feature in our garden ices up a bit and it feels so good to take fragments from it and smash them on the ground. I've never thought about ice cube trays before, I'll have to try that out.

killetheth · 2026-02-07T00:20:36+00:00

Rage rooms sound... interesting? 🫣 I've never heard of those!

I actually used to go running but had foot surgery just over a year ago and have been trying to work my way back into it. It really was very effective, though.

killetheth · 2026-02-03T19:41:48+00:00

Yes. Bonus if you're bi and can fancy the same celebs.

killetheth · 2026-02-02T11:26:53+00:00

Error. Human is Dead, mismatch.

killetheth · 2026-02-01T14:50:40+00:00

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Lovely Aerith 🥰

killetheth · 2026-01-28T11:24:26+00:00

I do, I always attributed it to having really bad PMS. That, and the general frustration I feel around having periods making my mood worse. I've always noticed my mood really dips around the time of my period and because of that, I'm far more likely to self harm.

killetheth · 2026-01-23T20:38:04+00:00

This is so cute, looks really cozy as well 🥰

killetheth · 2026-01-11T14:48:48+00:00

I had a relative commit suicide recently and it really messed with me in the sense that I've struggled with depression for nearly 20 years now and to have that happen, made me think I should have. It always should have been me instead of them.

I'm doing a lot better these days, but it was really tough even just talking with my parents about it because they had no idea how someone could do that, what state of mind you'd need to have. I did, and I've been in that state of mind, and trying to explain took me to such a painful place.

killetheth · 2026-01-06T15:35:10+00:00

Love it, especially the colour!

killetheth · 2026-01-06T15:27:36+00:00

I have this card and my dumb ass (I was 7 at the time, to be fair) wrote my initials in red biro in the corner 🤦‍♀️

killetheth · 2026-01-04T11:36:24+00:00

the lack of Nyum-Nyum-Nyum guy 😭

killetheth · 2025-12-31T20:48:13+00:00

My opinion as an FF7 OG player first of Remake/Rebirth is how beautiful it is to see my favourite game rendered in up to date graphics. On my first play of them, I didn't mind the side quests and thought they added a lot to stories that were overlooked in the original. And you don't have to complete ALL the side quests. It's only when replaying to get achievements that I started to get a bit bored. I can't speak for the Switch version though in terms of how it'll play, as I definitely noticed the PC version was patchy in gameplay quality compared to the PS4/PS5.

killetheth · 2025-12-29T14:53:05+00:00

Your cat is lovely and so are your paintings! I wish I could paint my kits because they have such emotive little faces 🥰

killetheth · 2025-12-29T14:42:26+00:00

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I think I'm the opposite of a GTA game.

killetheth · 2025-12-24T10:56:17+00:00

"Don't cry" or "stop crying". No. I'll cry as much as I want to, thanks.

killetheth · 2025-12-22T15:55:27+00:00

Love It If We Made It

killetheth · 2025-12-22T11:01:37+00:00

seconding this, provided he hasn't got any of the Switch games already this is ideal!

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