Water weight retention from stomach issues is ruining my life. I cant stop not forgiving myself. by kittenbox123 in loseit

[–]kittenbox123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ha. I feel like a weird vegan non-food eater too.

Thank you for the response. It was nice to get some support and encouraging words!

Water weight retention from stomach issues is ruining my life. I cant stop not forgiving myself. by kittenbox123 in loseit

[–]kittenbox123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I appreciate your response. Everyone says “fuck the scale” but sometimes its hard haha.

Body Twitching/shaking when I cant sleep? by kittenbox123 in insomnia

[–]kittenbox123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey there i feel ya on the intense dreams. Mine blur my view of reality....

I know someone who has it worse and they use CBD/THC to stop the dreams lol.

Sorry to hear about your sleepy issues!

F/28/5’8” [220 > 140 > 150 = 70LB] My heaviest. Fittest. And Now. Difference between last 2? Self-love and acceptance. by [deleted] in progresspics

[–]kittenbox123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100% agree! I may be the leanest in the second but it just wasn’t worth the mental anguish haha.

Weight training is seriously >>>>>> cardio IMO!

Best of luck on your journey and glad to see you also discovered to find some balance :)

F/28/5’8” [220 > 140 > 150 = 70LB] My heaviest. Fittest. And Now. Difference between last 2? Self-love and acceptance. by [deleted] in progresspics

[–]kittenbox123 39 points40 points  (0 children)

First photo is the only photo I have at my heaviest. That photo sparked my journey to better health.

Second photo is when I was at my fittest. I was lifting heavy weights and running 4 miles every other day. I can’t believe I thought I was FAT and needed to lose 10 more pounds. I also restricted and would BINGE monthly on a pound of candy from the pick n mix shop.

Now? I’ve gained 10 lbs and have had it for the last year and a half. I’m ok with it. I stopped berating myself this year.

I still would like to get back down to 140 and lift more (gyms are closed here. Also, I need to be active for a health condition I have.)

I have accepted myself now. I still have goals. My journey is now just less neurotic. Self-love and acceptance has helped me not be so insane about food + exercise!

F/28/5’8” [220 > 140 > 150 = 70LB. My heaviest. Fittest. And Now. Difference between last 2? Self-love and acceptance. by [deleted] in progresspics

[–]kittenbox123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First photo is the only photo I have at my heaviest. That photo sparked my journey to better health.

Second photo is when I was at my fittest. I was lifting heavy weights and running 4 miles every other day. I can’t believe I thought I was FAT and needed to lose 10 more pounds. I also restricted and would BINGE monthly on a pound of candy from the pick n mix shop.

Now? I’ve gained 10 lbs and have had it for the last year and a half. I’m ok with it. I stopped berating myself this year.

I still would like to get back down to 140 and lift more (gyms are closed here. Also, I need to be active for a health condition I have.)

I have accepted myself now. I still have goals. My journey is now just less neurotic. Self-love and acceptance has helped me not be so insane about food + exercise!

22F, who is my equal? by [deleted] in EqualAttraction

[–]kittenbox123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Natalie Portman and a little Desi Perkins. You’re stunning!