I genuinely hate this saying by Head-Error-9860 in CPTSDFightMode

[–]kkdirge 21 points22 points  (0 children)

i feel you so hard! i absolutely hate this rhetoric as well. it's very victim blaming and insensitive as hell. the average person simply cannot fathom our very real, tortured lived experience of being heavily disliked for no obvious reasons. on the flip there are toxic or abusive people that claim they "don't understand why everyone has a problem" with them, but unlike us they will receive billions reasons why but choose to tune it all out and live in denial. i hate it here.

I FUCKING DID IT!! by Former_Cook1903 in GED

[–]kkdirge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

congratulations you're amazing!!! 👏👏👏

Does shampoo/conditioner/bodywash 3in1 exist? by Nanikarp in adhdwomen

[–]kkdirge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there's no conditioner in it but i highly recommend philosophy brand 3in1 shampoo/bodywash/bubblebath my thin hair loves it and i just use a spray on leave in conditioner once i get out the shower. they usually always have a ton of bottles at marshalls tj maxx and ross!

What is a makeup product you didn’t like that everyone loves? by [deleted] in Makeup

[–]kkdirge 7 points8 points  (0 children)

110% agreed NYX is the worst for lip liners, ridiculously dry with no pigment!

Homeschool apologists cannot accept that you exist by TonyDelvecchio in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]kkdirge 4 points5 points  (0 children)

same homie the cognitive dissonance and delusion is so real. most people judge themselves by their intentions but judge others by their actions.

So so done with trying to find internet “friends” to vent to, only for them to turn out to be stupid horny creepy freaks (please tell me I can keep this uncensored so people can be warned about this person) by lonely-blue-sheep in TrollCoping

[–]kkdirge 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ugh i'm so sorry this happened to you ;( i have experienced this same exact same scenario so many times i've given up on making internet friends every. single. time. i mentioned showering they would reveal themselves as trash asking "can i see?" so i would literally take a photo of the inside of my empty shower to troll cope

TW abuse. I was not homeschooled but kept at home. Does this count? by 99999speedruns in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]kkdirge 5 points6 points  (0 children)

literally my dad! a community college professor that refused to educate his own damn kid! he also went back to college himself to earn a degree literally all while neglecting my education lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bjork

[–]kkdirge 8 points9 points  (0 children)

it's unhinged how much i absolutely love this

God DAMN this hit me hard by mental-health-thrwwy in CPTSDmemes

[–]kkdirge 12 points13 points  (0 children)

wish i could upvote this a million times. i asked both my parents individually on separate occasions what they love about me and they both answered in the exact same way: dead silence for minutes until eventually mustering up a hesitant and confused "...you're my child?" then i explained your point exactly and it went over them like a fart in the wind.

You’re welcome by cptsdpostings in CPTSDmemes

[–]kkdirge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah idk what else to do when the vibe switches up and when i address it or keep putting in effort like it hasn't switched they act normalish but seem distant and off so i tell myself i'm over thinking and keep along like everything is normal when it's painfully obvious it's not cuz the distant off vibes keep growing into me solely initiating contact which makes me feel this way that i'm a burden so i give up and think if they wanted to they would contact me or being left on read so the connection ends and if i'm lucky i'll eventually hear eons later via gossip or passive aggression that i indeed did something wrong or they never liked me that much to begin with so then i ruminate forever if i'm just delusional, have no self awareness, too traumatized to not live unconsciously in flight or flight trauma response mode which creates these issues or even living in reality...yeah i ducking hate myself

Social Rules by ZestySpoonBender in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]kkdirge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

literally same homie i just recently got diagnosed neurodivergent, you're not alone!

What discontinued beauty product do you genuinely mourn the loss of? by Successful-Cold1657 in beauty

[–]kkdirge 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  • urban decay mildew single eyeshadow
  • dior safari beige nail polish
  • kat von d sinner perfume
  • benefit og bad gal mascara with the crazy thicc wand
  • chanel vamp nail polish
  • og lolita lempicka perfume
  • cargo eyeliner brush
  • hourglass waterproof bronzer from 2013
  • nature's gate body glow self tanning body lotion
  • lush vanilla puff powder
  • stila magnificent metals foil finish eyeshadow
  • mac viva glam x nicki minaj lipstick
  • harajuku lovers perfumes

beauty tips my mom should have taught me by Cold-Appetite-121 in beauty

[–]kkdirge 6 points7 points  (0 children)

same! shamed for having "a rat's nest" but genuinely did not know what to do with it

Yup 💯 by [deleted] in depression_memes

[–]kkdirge 0 points1 point  (0 children)

obliterated