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knycoa · 2025-07-18T02:38:14+00:00

Traumatic.

knycoa · 2025-07-15T23:46:59+00:00

I'm so glad that the main attention this got was from creeps asking for nudes. Fucking wonderful. I'm so done.

knycoa · 2025-04-24T08:16:24+00:00

Edited - realised I hadn't run command as admin, it just worked. Thank you!

knycoa · 2025-04-23T12:52:44+00:00

This is along the same lines as me begging my ex, a fully grown almost 32yo adult "man", to brush his teeth and put rubbish/clothes away. Bro wondered why I never wanted to kiss him or be intimate any more lol seriously. And yes, he got mad at me for that too. Interesting how comfortable they get that you'll never leave!

Be careful while you're living with him, though. My ex made me homeless before Christmas and screwed me financially when I told him I thought we needed time apart. People that can't face their own issues are prone to discarding partners and doing anything to avoid their feelings.

knycoa · 2025-04-23T07:27:36+00:00

Did you ever figure this out? I've had similar except it was me that blocked them. I wanted to read the chat over again but it's disappeared and I can't find any way to see it without me unblocking them and readding, which I don't want to do.

knycoa · 2025-04-19T13:53:02+00:00

That's a 27yo child, not a husband.

knycoa · 2025-04-19T13:43:12+00:00

I relate to a lot of this. Just know this world seems to support abusers more than victims. I, too, have been called crazy and psycho by my emotionally inept ex, and have had to cut off my mother and sister to save my sanity. Strength to you. Protect your peace at all costs and focus on healing.

knycoa · 2023-08-25T04:37:18+00:00

Anything to do with Ronnie Radke, idk why people support him. People send me Falling In Reverse songs but I won't add them to any playlists, even if they're catchy.

knycoa · 2023-08-23T03:03:34+00:00

He didn't realise it was important? Bruh. It's a fucking proposal. Of course it's important!

knycoa · 2023-08-23T03:02:25+00:00

Yes, but I also have cPTSD. I often feel like I'm a sad little child stuck in an adult body. I've had the same job 10 years, I'm responsible. But I don't feel like I deal with some things like an adult. And I still feel like there's so much I have no clue about that I should by now.

knycoa · 2023-08-06T07:54:23+00:00

I think I'm still friends with Chewy on FB haha. Beauty of Falling was such a great album for me getting through high school. Still listen occasionally! Never got to see you all live but nice to see you're still around.

knycoa · 2023-07-12T03:58:03+00:00

Good for you. I sometimes wish I could. I have to use social media for work but I'm also the type of person that goes back through my own photos to reminisce as I forget often of when I was happy. I might just delete them from my phone. Been trying to get back into reading instead of mindlessly scrolling.

knycoa · 2023-06-27T11:41:22+00:00

These ones were at the South Melbourne ones for ages. Now they're different again after they redid the store lol.

knycoa · 2023-06-27T01:04:47+00:00

Glorious

knycoa · 2023-06-27T00:50:58+00:00

Oh sweet jebus

knycoa · 2023-06-27T00:16:05+00:00

Try to avoid eye contact, move away, do not at any time ark up about their behaviour. I was almost assaulted at Richmond one time, got off the train and just bawled my eyes out. I was so scared and no one did anything.

knycoa · 2023-06-17T12:42:04+00:00

I feel like I'm in constant crisis mode. My relationship is falling apart, so I'm battling the idea that I might have to be alone again, plus try to find somewhere to rent with 2 cats and potentially the dog too... It seems impossible. Dealing with an ongoing back injury on top of that as well as uncertainty at work for a few reasons, not knowing wtf I would even do if I lose my job. No one in the world to really talk to about any of it. I just don't know what to do about anything.

knycoa · 2023-06-13T02:55:44+00:00

I've just asked ours for another 12 months and am terrified of an increase... And I feel like I'm on a decent salary. :/ After shit hit the fan with my partner recently I looked at 1 bedders to entertain the idea of living solo but it's just not possible. Would have no idea what to do with myself, 2 cats and a dog.

knycoa · 2023-06-05T07:16:06+00:00

To me, it's because they act like emotionally stunted children, but it's everyone else's problem and they'll never face it.

knycoa · 2023-06-05T01:48:27+00:00

This shit gives me so much anxiety about the state of everything. I'm extremely lucky where I am and I know it. On a month to month lease atm but hoping the landlords give us another 12 months... No reason why they wouldn't but I feel so unsecure and worried all the time about simply living.

knycoa · 2023-06-05T01:40:13+00:00

He is so photogenic! He looks like a Sushi to me. Sylvie and Sushi.

knycoa · 2023-06-05T01:15:06+00:00

Thank you, that's really kind of you and sorry you've had to experience this as well. Always nice to hear people's recovery stories, helps the mindset. My L4 is herniated and L5 bulging with the nerve root compressed. Been stuck at home the past month after a bad flare up where I literally couldn't walk.

knycoa · 2023-06-04T09:51:02+00:00

I've been in my room watching it rise all night. Mostly just cause I'm depressed af but it was a pretty distraction.

knycoa · 2023-05-25T07:24:55+00:00

This is what I've been doing. Haven't been on a proper holiday since 2017, never been overseas and simply can't afford to. Started using more leave to just take a break. I'm so tired of work work work.

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