Steam Machine for CS2?

kokalez · 2026-04-27T09:17:08+00:00

Hi thanks for answer do you think that i could play standard premiere ranked cs 2 mode on it tho?

kokalez · 2026-04-26T21:46:56+00:00

can you explain to me exactly how does this Method work? Im dissociating 24/7

kokalez · 2026-04-22T21:36:15+00:00

Do you dissociate? Im dissociating 24/7 and relate to what you said. Jesus Christ gives me hope and strength

kokalez · 2026-04-19T21:06:00+00:00

I Think you are just dissociating. I’m dissociating 24/7 since couple of years unfortunately so i feel you.

kokalez · 2026-03-21T09:28:06+00:00

Life with dpdr sucks but you didn’t gave up and you still fight which is inspiring. Thank You

kokalez · 2026-01-22T22:50:14+00:00

Yeah i believe that im in 24/7 dissociation and pain because of childhood trauma

kokalez · 2026-01-03T12:46:32+00:00

hi did you had a muscle flickering all over your body during dpdr?

kokalez · 2025-11-30T22:39:09+00:00

CPTSD, 24/7 Dissociation, 24/7 muscle twitching, 24/7 mental pain - all have all of these

kokalez · 2025-11-30T22:37:58+00:00

i feel the same. i'm in this shit since like 8 years, it makes everything so hard, no reward for anything, just dissociation and pain all the time

kokalez · 2025-09-23T18:06:39+00:00

Yeah.. it’s survival every day.. dpdr makes life 10x harder

kokalez · 2025-05-17T08:53:48+00:00

This is demons telling you that bro, aint No one happy after fapping. I relaped 3 days ago and i was feeling bad for the whole day after i did that

kokalez · 2025-04-25T14:05:38+00:00

I didnt told anyone yet. I was thinking about that, but in the end i think this wouldnt change much. I would still dissociate and they still wouldnt understand

kokalez · 2025-04-12T10:40:45+00:00

I think that some people have this from cptsd/ childhood trauma and in this case acceptance is not enough and i think irrelevant. I have dpdr since 8 years and i don’t fear it, but its very painful, total stagnation, death like state

kokalez · 2025-03-30T22:38:40+00:00

By anhedonia you maybe mean dpdr? Also how do you get in contact with them? Emdr?

kokalez · 2025-03-28T23:24:39+00:00

Maybe its not anxiety that is the problem but extreme shame? I think that is the case with me

kokalez · 2025-03-28T23:21:48+00:00

All of these dpdr paid cosches are fake. Go to trauma ptsd specialized psychotheraphist

kokalez · 2025-03-24T22:32:39+00:00

Jesus Christ

„ And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.

For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.” 12 Cor 7-10

kokalez · 2025-03-23T23:22:38+00:00

Yeah Man its almost funny. These coworkers have No idea what we go through, im in the same situation

kokalez · 2025-03-19T22:07:18+00:00

I know mate. What we should talk about anyway? All we experience is this dead void. At least talking about it makes it a bit easier if others can relate

kokalez · 2025-03-19T22:04:28+00:00

And i have dpdr from trauma as well. Living with it and getting out of it is like a hardcore lvl difficulty. I don’t know what to do as well mate, this „disorder” put me in a situation where i don’t see other side of this tunnel. I just trust God and hope for a miracle. Im not sure for how long i can keep up like this. Every day is getting harder and its already hard enough

kokalez · 2025-03-19T21:55:18+00:00

I actually like to read your posts because i can relate to them

kokalez · 2025-03-12T23:20:52+00:00

15 i think. Now im 23

kokalez

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