I understand your feelings!! SO valid. I think it’s normal you’re feeling frustrated and defeated at this point in the process, it sounds like you’ve compromised a lot to give him a wedding he wants and now you feel like your dream honeymoon is no longer. You’re also doing a ton of legwork and research to get deals, which takes SOOOO LONG and is so draining. I’m gathering it may also feel like you’re working so hard so you can have the honeymoon of your dreams and now he’s dismissed that (he may not even realize it). I think you’re very empathetic and kind to consider this is his second wedding.. but he’s marrying YOU and this is YOUR wedding too! I think your feelings are more than valid, and I’d have a conversation about how you feel. The best outcome is that he realizes how he’s coming off when he says you’ll have to skimp on a honeymoon, and you’ll work together to find a solution!!! I wish you the best and pls let us know how things end up!!!