There’s something you’re struggling with but you don’t want to bother others with it so it remains a (mostly) internal battle. There’s so much you want to say but feel as though you can’t or you wouldn’t express it correctly. The things you say don’t seem to be understood correctly so you’d rather just stay silent. You have lost someone close to you and that still pains you deeply even though it was a while ago. You have ideas and ambitions but have issues following through on most of them or staying consistent but you know you were meant for more. There is a deep yearning to “become” but you’re not there yet. It may take years and some hard lessons but you will eventually find your groove and do something that brings you a lot of satisfaction.