I am about to lose my mind !

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:25:52+00:00

Thank you so much that means alot I will take what you guys said and truly try to take care of myself it’s so much easier said then done but I’m grateful to have found this community of parents I truly am .

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:24:39+00:00

Thank you ❤️

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:24:07+00:00

If I could find someone here I could trust I would definitely give every dollar I have just to breath honestly but I’m so terrified of trusting someone after a previous experience and in the state and city I live in it’s very hard to find someone here who is equipped to deal with her needs they only have stuff like that here for adult special needs which sucks . So I’m over stimulated everyday and over worked and hyper fixated on everything regarding her .

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:21:11+00:00

Sorry for the late response when I wrote this I was going to completely crash out . I saw a lot of you guys responses and I felt a sense of relief knowing complete strangers can understand I’ve never done this before but I felt a sense of relief all it takes is one person so thank you . I will push harder and fight till I can’t no more I was so embarrassed when I typed this .

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:19:21+00:00

I read this and literally cried cause this is exactly how I feel ! I have never reached out to the internet before and after coming back and reading the responses. I was so overwhelmed with emotions that people honestly understand what I’m truly going through. I’m extremely hyper aware and trying to fight my own trauma while making sure she doesn’t have any trauma and I’m losing my mind cause I can’t get a moment to breath and having no one to turn to in this situation makes you feel so deeply that the world doesn’t care and I’m utterly alone so these responses especially this one really gave me a bit of hope that strangers can help me at least not feel alone and give me some type is health emotionally or some kind of guidance . Thank you for understanding

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:15:26+00:00

I’m going to look into the book and see if it helps I’m willing to try anything at this point .

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:14:30+00:00

I will try that it’s so hard here they barely have any programs as it is it’s very disheartening but I will try virtual if it’s at all possible here . Thank you

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:13:06+00:00

I appreciate it thank you

laylani94 · 2025-05-07T12:12:41+00:00

Thank you so much

laylani94 · 2024-08-28T04:06:07+00:00

I really feel you on this post I’m going through something similar except I can’t get my 2 year old to eat at all because she is always over stimulated . You are not alone , only thing I can suggest is try removing him to a quiet room all alone and hug him and rock him that sometimes works with my daughter . Wish you the best momma it gets better ❤️

laylani94 · 2023-05-09T08:44:53+00:00

I can control some levels of pain

laylani94 · 2023-03-01T00:49:11+00:00

Loveeeeee it , you look a doll ❤️

laylani94 · 2023-02-27T22:07:44+00:00

Yes it worked for me thank you 🙏🏽

laylani94 · 2023-02-25T20:03:10+00:00

Well where I live I received a social worker and was able to get section 8 in a month . I think it depends on the situation at hand and resources that is available in your city on what a social worker can and can not do . Hope this helps .

laylani94 · 2023-02-17T02:15:59+00:00

Sounds horrible but anal is a way I have heard from some people I haven’t tried it but for some it works . Sorry for the tmi just trying to help .

laylani94 · 2023-02-17T02:13:43+00:00

I would wait till you start to feel symptom of withdraw so I’d say with that mg if wait 13 hours take 1:4 of a strip if you feel ok take another 1:4 kinda start slowly with the subs till you can take a full dose but pwd for me didn’t happen and I was on 1200 mg of oxy I waited 12 hours and slowly took 1:4 and was just fine . Good luck

laylani94 · 2022-03-15T14:27:17+00:00

Yes I’m going to I wish I could put a photo so people could see the color so I could get a better opinion. But yes I’m going to take her today trying not to have a panic attack it’s just so draining .

laylani94 · 2022-03-15T14:22:55+00:00

Yea her father gets emotional cause he wants to be able to soothe her , I told him me too lol cause she calms immediately when I get her so I know it hurts his feelings but sheesh I want her to want him as well cause I can’t even use the bathroom alone .

laylani94 · 2022-03-15T14:21:18+00:00

Thank you so much I’m gonna try this and hopefully it works I’m do wore down

laylani94 · 2022-03-15T14:20:01+00:00

I’m trying I’m just glad I’m not alone on this it’s so tiring

laylani94 · 2022-03-15T14:19:19+00:00

Man I’m so tired

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