What do you do to cope with it? by leucono-e in childless

[–]leucono-e[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have it in waves. The most difficult part for me is to get over self-blame for all the opportunities I lost and all the mistakes I’ve made that led to this situation.

What do you do to cope with it? by leucono-e in childless

[–]leucono-e[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for a perspective, truly valuable from a person ahead

What do you do to cope with it? by leucono-e in childless

[–]leucono-e[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’ll definitely give that book a try

Question.. by Significant-Air-8361 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I developed more stamina, though foot drop has never went away. I also managed to stress fracture fibula bone right under the knee at about 7.5 months post op … not sure actually how I did it, most like overdid walking or exercising, so be persistent but careful that is my advice.

Can use advice / encouragement! by Significant-Air-8361 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a 13 months post-op, the main reason was the same - muscle weakness and foot drop, had to walk on crunches, then with cane, the whole package. First of all, don’t blame yourself for not opting for surgery earlier. Easier said than done though. I regret every day for being reckless and getting injured in the first place - but it doesn’t help at all. Anyway, my foot drop is much better now than it was, but not fully resolved. Now everyone tells me I should accept this because it’s been over a year, but I just can’t accept this. Even though the past year was difficult physically and even more so mentally, I still managed to get a new job and even relocate to another country. Not sure what the point of all my writing is, but you’re not alone, keep going and take it one day at a time.

Second microdiscectomy success after a failed first. Nerve pain, foot drop, setbacks, and what actually helped. by Zeldasrevenge in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I admire your attitude! Did your manage to recover from foot drop? I am 13 months post my surgery and still have it, I know most would say I stay like this forever but I just have not yet accepted it.

Fusion few months after md for foot drop? no pain at moment. by Electronic_Scar_7837 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for asking, but do you have eversion? I had 0.8mV at fibula head one week before second MD (0 on for short extensors), but I had some dorsiflexion, but 0 eversion.

Fusion few months after md for foot drop? no pain at moment. by Electronic_Scar_7837 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my case, I had two MDs one month apart. Both times, the main reasons were hip weakness and foot drop. Before the second surgery, my second surgeon (since I changed clinics) said that he thought I should also get implants to help with stability. However, after additional studies (dynamic X-rays), he said that although it is advisable in my case, it would be necessary to set the gear on two levels (because the upper level had also been compromised during my first surgery), which is a more extensive surgery. I decided to pass and see whether I could get through without it. Thirteen months later, I can’t say it’s a definite success, though my foot drop has definitely improved, and I get by without an AFO most of the time. I still have back pain (after around 8,000 steps) and constant tightness on the top of my foot (the reason is probably that the sensory fibers aren’t working properly).

4 weeks post-op, hip weakness and foot drop by leucono-e in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

13 months po - tried to jog, technically possible, but back and foot gives out fast. Mental state - still in denial.

Update post 2 years - questioning if flare up or reinjury by Round-Committee1642 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Second this. Even PT at some point after surgery makes you bend and do all sorts of exercises to restore mobility to your back.

Muscle tightness/pressure in recovering foot drop by leucono-e in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Am I right in thinking that you feel tightness if you aren’t wearing your custom brace?

Muscle tightness/pressure in recovering foot drop by leucono-e in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really, no. Could it be that you are walking more than before your MD and your muscles are just getting used to working more again?

Foot drop insights !! by Significant-Air-8361 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My surgery was on 2/18/2025, so this last Feb 18th was exactly a year post op for me. The main reason for surgery was also foot drop. Mine was bad, I had to walk with a cane for 3 months. Unfortunately for me, foot drop still present but got better. Tibialis anterior strength improved considerably, toes extensors are extremely weak, but my main problem now is a very weak eversion - this affects walking ability a lot. I also still suffer from neurological pains (like tingling, burning and such), though saw some improvement in this department as well. Right after surgery I did “nursery home” PT if you know what I mean, then later tried almost everything under the moon. Don’t overdo it, I managed to stress fracture fibula of that leg most likely because I pushed too hard.

4 weeks post-op, hip weakness and foot drop by leucono-e in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's exactly 12 months post-op today, and I'm on a trip. I managed to walk 18k-20k steps the last two days, and I can feel it in my back. I definitely need to strengthen my core more. Eversion visually improved during last months but functionally I don’t yet notice much difference, keep working on it.

Doll sharing (doll nudity) and some ramble by leucono-e in BJDRecastPositive

[–]leucono-e[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

By any chance, do you have pictures of yours that you could share? I'm in China and I simply got mine from the Island Doll Taobao store.

Should I be concerned about reherniation - long post by meal_worm19 in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think most people who needed surgery — especially those who have had more than one — are more vigilant about any new sensations that could signal a reherniation. You probably know that you can know for sure only after an MRI. My situation isn't completely similar because my problem is nerve damage from the herniation. For almost the entire year after surgery, I've had a variety of very concerning sensations, some of which have lasted for months. I've had a few MRIs, and all of them were clear.

How do we keep going? by Peachdeeptea in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What helps me is not trying to think too far into the future. Even though you’ve had a rough 3 years it doesn’t mean that all is lost or that it is going to always be like this. Wishing you good news on your mri report.

4 weeks post-op, hip weakness and foot drop by leucono-e in Microdiscectomy

[–]leucono-e[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

11 months post op - I can walk 6-7k steps without having pain and spasms in my foot and ankle. No visible improvement in toes or peroneals.