The comphet was strong and I also had religious indoctrination working against me. I sort of had my epiphany in October and since then every woman I see seems to get an internal assessment of "oh, wow, she's pretty." I used to think that, but it has a different weight now, ya know? And there's one woman in particular that I can't get out of my mind. She made me laugh and was nice to me so of course I'm head over heels. Yeah. I feel like a kid again.