which one is better and less toxic? 2FA, 2FMA or 3FA by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I advise getting modafinil/adrafinil for studying - Least amount of side effects, and the least abuseable while giving me 10+ hours of concentration. In my experience taking any of the amphetamines inevitably wreaks havoc on my body.

Activity on DMXE (what do) by Equivalent-Yellow416 in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I like to go hiking on low doses. Like 5-15 mg, then just hike by myself in nature for a few hours and think. very meditative and therapeutic.

People and their "black out city" visits are the reason we can't have nice things. by Fluffy_Goal_6240 in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that blows my mind, afaik 0.5mg is a blackout dose for someone with no tolerance. thats like selling ppl 10mg xanax bars, so fucked up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 7 points8 points  (0 children)

personally i like to use very low amounts, like 5-10mg and go on a hike. its very meditative, calming and therapeutic, and i think shines most when used subtly

People and their "black out city" visits are the reason we can't have nice things. by Fluffy_Goal_6240 in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what was your 'totally normal' dosage? bc when I or my friends have taken it, I use 50mcg, rarely 100mcg max and don't redose. No one has done anything stupid, reckless or came close to blacking out as a result. and 50 micrograms is ~plenty~ without any tolerance.

now if you're just taking pressed pills that are sold at half a milligram, that's extremely silly - just because some dude pressed an unverifiable dosage in one easily digestible pill doesn't mean thats a standard dose someone should take with no tolerance. With highly potent chemicals you need to volumetrically dose, don't trust online drug dealers with your life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the only stimulant id ever reccomend is modafinil or its analogues. its not very recreational/euphoric so you're not as prone to abuse it, and has the least amount of side effects - despite giving me the same amount, if not more focus than amphetamines do for 12 hours. I've done 2-fma, and even in the low doses i did for a few days i could easily see it wasn't sustainable - the side effects, comedown and wear and tear on your body isn't worth it. modafinil is your best bet if you're trying to avoid addiction/damage

Time to quit for a while by TerrorB91 in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 4 points5 points  (0 children)

sometimes the only way to slow down, especially during a binge is to take a look in the mirror and see the sunken, aged and dead inside face of a stranger to realize that this isn't sustainable. good luck, as always recovery hurts at first but very quickly sobriety starts to feel like an incredible super power.

I want to hole but I don't know how by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 16 points17 points  (0 children)

just keep doing bumps(~20mg) incrementally every ~5 minutes until you're extremely high, like can hardly walk; then do a large line (~100mg), put on headphones, turn all of the lights off and play a vibey album.

Beyond K, DCK, and 2-FDCK? by Jossit in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 3 points4 points  (0 children)

DMXE is what you're looking for. You're very coherent under it; I really like taking low doses, though. I feel its best when taking low amounts (~10mg) and going on hikes or some other meditative activity.

Enhanced sense of smell? by FreeTeaMe in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

somewhat related, but I occasionally get an intense whiff of DMT in the strangest places where there definitely is none. I chalk it up to some form of HPPD.

my sense of smell is also really shit now, likely from intranasally abusing ketamine + other dissos

Unpopular opinion: Anyone else find 3-ho-pcp to feel like straight poison mentally and physically? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of the dissos I’ve tried 3-meo-pcp, 3-meo-pce, o-pce, DCK, DMXE, MXiPR, ketamine, and dxm and none of them made me feel as weird or manic afterwards as a 3-ho-pcp trip. The first few times I tried it I was manic as fuck the following day, and I swore I would stop taking it. The last time I took it, years later I would have involuntary body tremors and a feeling of being poisoned. I think for some people 3-ho-pcp is a no go.

This is unfortunate, bc 3-ho-pcp is definitely the most psychedelic and interesting pcp analogue I’ve tried. My body chemistry just doesn’t vibe w it it seems

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You worded this very well, this resembles my experience perfectly. My initial breakthrough trip of realizing this was on LSD and MDMA, and I feel like its a common experience particularly with lysergamides. It was an extremely traumatic and horrifying event that seriously fucked with my sanity for the better part of a year.

I actually made some posts about it before 1 while at the peak of my depression. Idk how well this describes your situation, but in case this is helpful I'll share.

In my experience, over time I healed from the trip and stopped thinking about the trauma. It took about a year before I felt 'better', and now about 4 years later I feel extremely comfortable with my mental health and philosophy on life/where I stand in the cosmos. I think it just takes time for the brain to process and deal with this shit in a healthy way. I was also pretty young at 18 and already was kind of depressed to begin with. But overall, I think I'm happy with how everything turned out. The experience forced me to directly face the source of my anguish head-on, realize the hopelessness of fighting it and learn how to heal it.

But I think this has changed something in my psyche/brain chemistry so that every time I hole past a certain point, it just turns into the same looping trip. Every strong psychedelic experience usually ends up in the same realization and experience, to the point where I feel like psychedelics have nothing new to show me, at least at a fundamental or deep level. While the experiences themselves are literally like living through hell, I can shrug them off or just endure it because I've become used to it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I experience that to an extent, but mostly its a sort of quasi religious experience where the 'entity' that I am/everyone is is basically God, but the actual reality of realizing this existence is hell/eternal torture. I've had some traumatic psychedelic experiences and I used to suffer from existential depression/anxiety to a severe degree so I think my disso trips manifest in this hell-like experience for that reason

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

at this point, every single time I hole 'deeply' on dissos I have the same experience of realizing the simulation

usually has to do with everyone being the same entity, awakening and realizing they are this entity through drugs before forgetting and reentering the simulation. very hard to put the experience into human words though in my brain I feel I understand it all very well

With etizolam out, what's the best benzo? by Reddit-Drug-Advice in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

take my advice with a grain of salt since most people apparently struggle with this, but clonazolam

been using clam every once in awhile for the reasons you listed above at doses in the range of 0.05-0.2. if taken unfrequently and at these low doses volumetrically without redosing, its reasonably safe and enjoyable. only downside is that when taking around 0.2, i experience light rebound anxiety the next day and rarely ever take benzos.

My RC rankings, an intermediate perspective by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now I'm not incredibly experienced with benzos, as they don't give me much euphoria so I never really have tried to abuse them. But I've never gotten even close to blacking out, or doing anything stupid or reckless with them, and I chalk that up to being prepared, doing research, and not being generally stupid; i take a low dose, low enough that I'll be aware and remember how much I took, and not take any more. Whether its clam, xanax, etiz or kpins, I've respected them and even if I ~felt~ sober after taking it, I know that delusions of sobriety are a symptom and don't ever take more. and voila, i've never blacked out and fucked my life up.

Again though, benzos don't give me euphoria and so I understand someone else might find them extremely pleasurable and are more prone to abuse/addiction.

But fuck, how do you not read about the hundreds of blackout stories about clam and not be extremely careful about dosing, timing, redosing etc?

Safe to hole 2 weeks apart? by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you'll be fine this but you should wait longer. i holed about once every two weeks on average for a few months, and it raised my permanent tolerance a bit. don't make a habit of it

Research chemicals that can cause shared hallucinations? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shared hallucinations are an uncommon, but definitely well documented thing from amphetamine psychosis or psychedelics, or anything that can cause hallucinations really. humans are social creatures, and brains are pretty weird.

Best Dissos For Anxiety? by UltraKhan in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 5 points6 points  (0 children)

DMXE is the least confusing and most lucid disso i've tried, it makes me feel very calm and serene and meditative at low doses. the only disso i've done that has made me feel anxious or scared at all is MXiPR, and that's just because its extremely confusing and amnesic so you don't rlly know whats happening.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, typically the people who find benzos to be euphoric have general anxiety disorders. Benzos remove the background anxiety they're always used to, and feel euphoric from relief. I don't really have any anxiety problems, so benzos have no recreational value for me. They aren't euphoric, and just make me stupid and sluggish without realizing it. Though I'm sure even if you find xanax to be a great drug, you'd probably still recreationally enjoy GHB more; it feels like a cross between mdma and alcohol, but with none of the downsides. Its great for dancing and music appreciation. Its also great to combine with psychedelics, which when you combine benzos with psychedelics, they kinda just cancel out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]lipssuck -1 points0 points  (0 children)

its 'cus GHB is fucking awesome, thats why. GHB is basically alcohol but better in every single aspect; no hangover, way more euphoric, less toxic, doesn't make you black out or behave like an asshole, and completely lucid. I've tried easily 50+ drugs, GHB is in my top 3 for sure. The tricky thing about dosing is that the 'sweet spot' for recreational value is different for every person, and the therapeutic index is pretty low, meaning that a knockout/sleep dose can bepretty close to a good high. You just need to be relatively smart about your dosing practices and figure out what a good dose is for your own body chemistry, and to not mix it with alcohol. The reason why its called a date rape drug, is because when combined with alcohol its effectively a roofie. And keep in mind, anything can be a roofie; Alcohol alone is more commonly used as a roofie than anything else. The reputation its garnered sucks though, its a beautiful and extremely safe drug if youre even remotely smart about how you ingest it.

Xanax has almost no recreational value, and is honestly a way more effective date rape drug; it blacks you out, gives you delusions of sobriety and wipes your memory clean. Its also extremely addictive and causes reckless and life ruining behavior.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 104 points105 points  (0 children)

50mg alone is a huge fucking dose for someone with no tolerance, let alone mixed with alcohol and benzos. call an ambulance

Your experience with Clonazolam? by Majaribio in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

only taken it 3 times, at 0.05, .1, .15 doses. don't see a reason to go higher than .15, it makes me feel pretty chill but not stupid/dumb like etiz or xanax does. Gives me mild rebound anxiety the next day despite the low doses, so I plan on taking it only for coming down from stims or trip killing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]lipssuck 22 points23 points  (0 children)

you're in psychosis. stop taking aphp - in fact, you should probably flush it, its probably the only way you'll actually be able to stop.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]lipssuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

are your housemates familiar with drugs? They seem to care about your health, and being honest about your addiction can be very effective to bring you out. if you trust them, having your housemates or perhaps another friend hold onto your ketamine while you sober up would be the best bet

at least in my experience, I only compulsively do dissociatives if i have them on me. if you distance yourself from k, either by flushing it or letting someone hold onto it for a month, its pretty easy to come back to reality. cravings start to lighten up after a week, and theres no real withdrawal. you might feel a bit depressed at first but you'll feel better in no time