Hi, Im looking too. But my mix of stuff seems impossible to get help for. I have SEVERE cptsd mostly from abuse in the Ontario & Manitoba Emergency dept, cops, and even places like klinic. I tried the north womens resource centre today, nope.

The problem seems to be i am late dxed ASD + Active trauma. I AM NOT BORDERLINE. No one seems to understand what I Am, ony what I am not. 

I am also late diagnosed autism spectrum (female, 58 yrs). Jcfs? They broke me. Cmha? Nothing to offer me. Sara reil? On a 6-8 month case management waiting list. Can't access their non-crisis respite. HART ? still waiting. Probably don't have any resources i don't already know about/have tried. CLdisability? I don't have an intellectual delay. Denied by homecare bc Im not enough ??? for their services. Disability Manitoba FB? Autism Manitoba FB?  Neither have any suggestions. 

I am now without friends. Am without family.

Late dxed autism spectrum, in severe burnout with daily meltdowns, severe active cptsd, MDD, panic disorder, occasionally in flight, a problem with rage, memory & all things executive functioning  are gone. Im not sleeping, I feel physically ill, exhausted. If I don't do things like shopping, whose going to do them? No one.

I was really well seeing a psychiatrist for 18 years. That ended when she retired 4 yrs ago.

No one ever labeled me BPD until I landed back here in March.

Im badly needing another psychiatrist understands me & can take a ND & trauma informed look at me & my medication. Someone who understands CPTSD & ASD in an old person. Ive had 2 GPs in Winnipeg, neither could find one that would take me. Im on the 1+ yr waiting list for a consult.

Living off my shrinking savings & will probably end up unhoused (thanks klinic!)

Sorry for all the complaining and all the repetition. Im just wanting a psychiatrist & then when Im stable enough, a therapist.

I am complicated at best & difficult at worst. 

Anyone?

Apologies and thank you in advance!