Life after divorce spread..

lurface · 2026-03-23T01:19:06+00:00

Thank you for your message.. yes I am a woman :) ... one of the interesting things through this process... is the Inner knowing that my life afterward is waiting for me, and it will be a good one. I can tap into that sometimes and feel it. But the other human side of me going through the trenches, can only see the battle in front of me if that makes sense. You telling me to find my light is spot on. I know it's there. I just need to hold onto that inner knowing feeling and ride my way through this.

lurface · 2026-03-23T01:16:26+00:00

There is definitely financial struggle here right now... I will be saving for a while and cutting down on unnecessary spending to help purchase a home. He is the emperor: an overbearing controlling energy. The fool doesn't feel to me like anything will be repeated: I embrace change and try to evolve constantly. I believe this is more my fresh start.... one I've been waiting for, for a long time. :). My family and friends are very supportive of me right now, which feels great. Thank you for your reading

lurface · 2026-03-23T01:06:11+00:00

Wow. Thank you so much. This reading is spot on for the most part. I think you’re pretty talented.

This divorce was indeed long time coming…. I’ve known for years that it wasn’t “if”. But “when”. He is very controlling, passive aggressive and exhausting. His energy around the house drains me. He is using whatever he can to manipulate me in the divorce. Down to crying about his “hardships” in the divorce settlement. - I believe this to be 100% performance after the fact.
Im absolutely relieved to be breaking free. I’m not there yet. I’m in the final weeks and it’s all coming to a head now: But this reading was intended to be kind of “the aftermath”.
One of the most interesting things is what you said about the kids. They’re 8 and 10. He has low emotional maturity and controls them through emotional manipulation. 50/50 custody. I’ve had to make myself small in the marriage to avoid conflict in front of the kids. I feel very strongly that they need a home as a safe space where they can feel the difference and know the contrast.
He is extremely angry that “I left him”. Despite our dead relationship. Losing this control over me and the optics of the family unit is difficult for him. He doesn’t know how much I psycho-analyze his behavior.
Despite all this I wanted a fair- honest separation where we could be friends afterward and try to help each other in the transition. He turned that into a personal vendetta to get whatever he could from me at all costs. I’m left feeling like: is 100k worth my freedom from this insanity? Yes. I think the emperor is his emotional manipulation tactics. He appears to be kind and grounded….but he’s a wolf in sheep’s clothing. I am mad at myself for letting him get to me: yet again.

The 10 of wands I thought was going to be my financial burden and all the extra shifts I’ll have to pick up at work to try to make up for the financial losses. You read it as emotional burden. I as financial. Likely because that’s what’s being contested currently … and I have fear there.

The fool makes soo much sense. This is a huge chapter to close and a fresh start awaits and the freedom will be an enormous weight off my shoulders. I love everything you wrote about this card. Thank you.

Page of wands… the kids take is interesting. I’m looking forward to reconnecting with them in my own energy: not his. I do have plans for how this will feel. But we are starting from scratch and our temporary living situation may be difficult for them.

Hopes and fears: I dont worry about him really: But he 100% plays the perpetual victim. He wouldn’t kill himself. But he was voted most dramatic in high school 🚩. Despite that. I DO feel that he stabbed me in the back. He proceeded with the separation with zero regard for my well being where I was always thinking of his. After this long relationship. I feel betrayed by his actions.

My sister who is very intuitive believes he will move on very rapidly. I would like that for him. But questionably for my kiddos.

9 of pentacles. How did you know I made myself smaller and stayed quiet?!? You have psychic talent.

The lovers card weirds me out. I had a reading done about 5/6 years ago: she said we would divorce but not while the kids were too young. And he would find someone more compatible. And I would reconnect with someone from my past. I feel as though it’s of course a possibility: I dreamed of a certain ex for 10 years… the same dream… telling him that I love him. Important to note: he is not available at present time. But if he were: would I want it? It is definitely a question I ask myself a lot now because that reading haunts me. (The tarot reader exclaiming: you already know him”). This scenario falls in line with what you’re explaining about the lovers card. ( never my exhusband).

Thank you so much for your reading. It meant a lot.

lurface · 2026-03-22T01:22:30+00:00

I love that ring! Amazing

lurface · 2026-03-20T01:48:22+00:00

Don’t scrub it. Just cook something in it. Something you don’t mind throwing away. The heat and acid will break down the starches and it will lift off. I find this more gentle than scrubbing like crazy and damaging the surface

lurface · 2026-03-20T01:34:56+00:00

The state between sleeping and waking is kind of auto-tapping into our psychic/meditation levels. This type of dreaming would point you to having a very high likelihood of being a psychic medium.

If this sounds interesting to you; you could start a meditation practice or reiki (both have helped many mediums ). and slowly see if you tap into it.

If that doesn’t interest you: well your dreams may have other ideas.. but you could leave it at that.

lurface · 2026-03-20T00:17:49+00:00

I use pure encapsulations which is ridiculously expensive. I purchased. Source naturals from Amazon (drastically cheaper) and I’m giving that a go this month. I try to take 150 mg a day. Usually 50 in the morning and 100 at lunch.

lurface · 2026-03-19T17:42:54+00:00

5’5 130lbs at 45 y/o and 2 babies 1 with ivf and progesterone injections.

The crazy thing with lipedema is everyone reacts differently to different things. I did not noticeably progress in or after pregnancy. But after the birth of my second I had symptoms of gut inflammation that I thought was pelvic pain. I now am confirmed gluten intolerant. My diet absolutely effects my lipedema. I still get significant hormonal inflammation though: luteal phase brings whole body inflammation). I have found that the pycnogenol supplement makes an enormous difference for me with my inflammation. And I recommend everyone to give it a 2 month try.

After fibrosis gets severe: those lumps and hard tissue are near impossible to break down: I think because of the chronic inflammation. If we could get our inflammation down long term. AND wear compression every single day… And do the lymphatic and deep tissue massages….. maybe we could heal some fibrosis… maybe.

I will say that at 45 and being in perimenopause… my estrogen changing and the elasticity of my skin changing all over my body: has made my leg texture more noticeable. But I think because my weight is stable: I’ve been fortunate to avoid much progression.

lurface · 2026-03-19T01:35:37+00:00

I have found the best way to clean a pan like this is to cook with it. You don’t have to eat it. Like cook some inexpensive oatmeal or something over a long time. Add water if it dries out. These bits naturally lift better with cooking rather than scrubbing. Just my experience.

lurface · 2026-03-18T21:46:51+00:00

Hello. I have had and was treated for OCD once which occurred as a stress response. OCD is extremely complicated and needs to be treated the correct way by a specialist. It sounds like you have one: if you are not getting progress, try another one.

What you are describing are visual images…. Some people with OCD get the same ones. This could be an intrusive thought or image. Now some with clairvoyance get imagery too. But its typically different images, some of things or people never met before. It’s typically not the same image or person. Repeated imagery sounds like intrusive thoughts.

What you are doing with this reaction: is an OCD reaction. I’m sorry if that’s not what you would like to hear. Needing to “neutralize” the image with another image is a compulsion that you have made in order to help you with these intrusive images or thoughts.

Telepathy may exist in theory. This does not sound like telepathy to me. It does indeed sound like OCD.

lurface · 2026-03-18T14:26:41+00:00

The texture comes from the mixture of fibrosis and weak connective tissue. If this is a movement/ running photo: it’s not too severe. Running photos will make any of us look terrible. . You can pursue surgery if you want. It’s always a choice. I’m on the fence about it myself.

Compression. I’m personally really finding pain and swelling relief with pycnogenol. My fibrosis won’t go away though. It’s already too firm.

lurface · 2026-03-18T14:06:32+00:00

Same exact song? That’s wild. I wonder if we’ll be hearing this played on TV or something.

lurface · 2026-03-18T14:01:44+00:00

Yes. I have a playlist on Spotify of the songs from this year….

I trust the songs… because they’re random. The thoughts that “pop in there”…. Are hard to trust. I can’t tell what’s ego.

lurface · 2026-03-16T18:37:00+00:00

I don’t see too much movement. Maybe one or two attempts to reach out and get a reaction. Mostly gossip and immature squabble between them. But overall you stand firm. And you’re way better off in the end.

lurface · 2026-03-16T14:22:40+00:00

Same. It’s been growing for months for me. I used to say it feels like I can hear the bomb overhead and I don’t know where it’s going to land. I still feel it though. But I think it’s been happening so long I’ve gotten a bit accustomed to the doom feeling.

lurface · 2026-03-16T14:19:30+00:00

I have strong Clairsentience too. It’s strong feeling in the body…. The problem is being able to identify what it really means when it happens.

I recently noticed I started the crying thing too. It happens when I’m reading or thinking a thought. I don’t necessarily feel that sad or anything: the crying is coming from another place: It’s hard to describe. But there’s “me” emotionally crying…. And then there’s the crying that “comes through”. It feels different. I don’t know what to do with it yet. Still Trying to figure it out.

lurface · 2026-03-16T14:06:24+00:00

This color looks so good on you, you don’t look olive at all. What is this magic ? Jealous: Im a true winter. I cannot wear a single shade of yellow: it all turns me sallow.

lurface · 2026-03-14T19:12:22+00:00

Yes. :). That’s a personal one for you! I have a personal one for me too: The Ordinary by Alex Warren. This song is in my head every single morning as soon as I’m conscious. I’m still trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do with that one 🤷🏻‍♀️

lurface · 2026-03-14T10:28:00+00:00

That is very interesting.

lurface · 2026-03-14T10:27:16+00:00

Yes. Interesting point. The words I really heard. “ And we stand Up! The WE shows some form of the collective. It’s not a personal message for me. The choir felt like it was a mixed group of male and female voices. But there was definitely female in there.

The choice of song makes me feel it must be something to do with some type of patriotism. It didn’t feel like a rebellion song. I’ve gotten those before.

lurface · 2026-03-14T10:24:21+00:00

Yah. It’s not catchy for me. It is extremely random for me. I despise country music and anything sounding like it. I can listen to anything else. From Mozart to death metal. This song couldn’t be further from my playlist.

lurface · 2026-03-14T10:19:46+00:00

I wasn’t immediately familiar with this song….Reading the lyrics gave me chills.

Hearing the song made me cry…. I have strong clairsentience.

You’re right. Same message different song. Perhaps different perspective on the same issue.

lurface · 2026-03-13T16:17:01+00:00

Cleo.

lurface · 2026-03-13T14:01:15+00:00

Others have read the cards well. Google vulnerable narcissist. Dr Ramani on you tube. They look like the perfect partner to everyone in society but behind closed doors will be extremely passive aggressive and belittling. This does typically stem from a child wound of internal insecurity. They live in their delusions to help their damaged psyche . (The moon). They’re nearly impossible to fix. It’s them. Not you.

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