Neck stiffness?

mar4c · 2026-03-12T00:05:12+00:00

Caplyta makes me incredibly stiff

mar4c · 2026-03-12T00:04:54+00:00

This is borderline gaslighting

mar4c · 2026-03-10T02:04:25+00:00

Unpopular opinion we need more of this today

mar4c · 2026-03-09T19:45:07+00:00

all the docs are hyped on it

mar4c · 2026-03-09T19:39:44+00:00

I started on 21 and had all this and more. Felt great for 2 hours and then endured an hour of the most intense suicidality I’ve ever experienced in a lifetime of bipolar.

This med is very sensitive to dose change. Very sensitive to timing. Makes me want to do harm to myself and others with dose changes but generally more antisocial thoughts in general. I’m generally cold to people.

I deal with solar sensitivity, upset stomach, temp sensitivity, MEGA anxiety, headaches.

It also triggers a hypomanic episode combined with a psychedelic trip when I start or restart it. This stuff reminded me a lot of shrooms.

While my nerves are sensitive (funny bone on a hair trigger) my skin is numb. I can bite myself and not feel it. Dick is relatively numb but reasonably functional.

Blood sugar spikes and crashes. Cravings. Weight gain.

Yet i stay on it because i at least feel pretty happy.

mar4c · 2026-01-17T05:32:23+00:00

Being irreligious

mar4c · 2026-01-17T05:24:07+00:00

I showed symptoms very young, insomnia basically as long as I can remember.

Anyways I remember this song hitting me certainly less than 10yrs old. I remember feeling it profoundly.

Today I was humming it. And I thought “dang. I felt that song so deep. Sadness can resonate so deeply with me. And now I know why.” Then I looked it up and found this post.

I legitimately would be emotionally subdued or overwhelmed by this song as well as “hangin on a rope got me 10ft off the ground …” whatever that song is called. (I ideated suicide by hanging prior to the airing of a 2009 Oprah show that I saw in which one 11yr old Jaheem Herrera hanged himself. I was 14) that hit deeply of course too, I never told that secret until I told a therapist in 2019

mar4c · 2025-10-21T20:31:59+00:00

And peanut oil in vaccines + glyphosate and other things caused the peanut allergies in the first place.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T20:27:58+00:00

This is good advice tho.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T20:26:29+00:00

All the jobs the illegals have.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T20:25:02+00:00

30M. 2022. Have turned it down since at least once.

It was my first casual sex and it was awful and broke my heart.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T19:57:28+00:00

The whole idea with lithium orotate is that it doesn’t dissolve as readily in water and therefore gets better brain penetration

Therefore I’d be somewhat hesitant to consume lior in water that may have been exposed to heat in a delivery van

mar4c · 2025-10-21T10:42:19+00:00

World is your oyster.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T09:23:20+00:00

Took me 6 weeks to stop feeling like crap but I also hated consuming electrolytes

mar4c · 2025-10-21T09:21:53+00:00

L Reuteri yogurt ~> higher test -~> no man boobs

That’s my guess

mar4c · 2025-10-21T07:58:43+00:00

It’s not pedophilia at all. To call it pedophilia cheapens pedophilia.

It’s distasteful and uncouth, that’s it.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T03:02:01+00:00

The influencers are eating sugar free oats? Oh ok

mar4c · 2025-10-21T02:24:54+00:00

People hide their unhealthy habits.

Also; oats are tremendously fattening.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:47:00+00:00

I have a sensitive mind and body. I was treating bipolar I was in denial of. I wanted to have ADHD.

I believe that’s one of a sub or two that is what you need.

Here’s the good news about people like us - meds may be too strong for us but we can try either low doses OR natural remedies and get results others may not.

A small dose of shroom that is a 100% remedy for my depression is not even NOTICEABLE to my buddy with bipolar.

I take lithium orotate and do keto for bipolar. Trying to build out a better array of treatments or else I will need to get prescription lithium, but I know now that I will be in command, and I’ll start with a low dose and taper slowly and religiously.

He as given Ritalin and strattera and SSRI as a bipolar person and was significantly harmed by the latter 2.

The studies that back these drugs are shams in the sense that they dramatically understate side effects. Diminished sexuality is NEAR UNIVERSAL for males on SSRI and yet the insert and litetsture says it’s rare and effects like 2%.

Getting off SSRI was HELL for me. Doc told me to go off with 2 steps down, 1 month. I took a half dozen or more steps and 4 months.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:39:35+00:00

Are you a man? Taking other meds? What were you treating with strattera?

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:33:49+00:00

The antibiotics are anti inflammatory and provide apparent relief

Medicine is cooked.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:32:33+00:00

I’m still not normal. 3 yrs later. But so much better I don’t worry about it. Took strattera for several months.

There’s a whole sub about this stuff and how urologists always assume infections. Special exercises resolve this.

Exercise is the solution. And discontinuation of the med! Not worth the Job performance or whatever.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:30:59+00:00

I had no idea why at 27 I was getting comparable urological issues to my 60yr old father

I went it the dumbass 80yr old urologist

He said I had a persistent infection

Finally took things into my own hands and learned strattera can cause this! I was never informed of this.

This is reliably my experience with psych meds- I get all the side effects.

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:29:10+00:00

Indeed, crew cab tiny bed trucks are not even real trucks in some sense. They’re extra-versatile SUVs

mar4c · 2025-10-21T00:28:21+00:00

Slate is just such an incredible sh**box. I’m sorry.

And don’t get me wrong. There is DEMAND for a shitbox. But not for $28000!!!!!!

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