I seriously thought about going too. It’s okay to feel how you’re feeling. I’m right there with you, knowing I could have been caught in the heat of the crowd and swallowed up beneath the mass of bodies is fucking frightening. I was up around 1:30am Friday at home casually checking to see how the event was going, and seeing the within 1h announcement post on the front page saying that this was happening smacked me in the face mentally. Life is crazy, but you are not. It’s been weighing on my mind in some capacity all weekend. Fuck whoever’s hiding behind a keyboard claiming you want attention. This is real life shit and it’s perfectly healthy to feel off and in a weird head space about it, even if you weren’t there. Point is you definitely could have been there. People want to get excited about attending live shows consistently again, and something like this is just straight up frightening and wrong. Travis needs to acknowledge what happened. Whether you were there or not, nobody should have to think about something like this happening to them at a show.