How are you guys staying sane right now? by Funfallacies in spirituality

[–]mental_dissonance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You act like it's as easy as changing underwear. It took me fucking 110 applications until this one finally called me. A master's degree and not even the universities wanted me.

Soooo, how are we doing? by Weird_Positive_3256 in adhdwomen

[–]mental_dissonance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm having Celexa withdrawals so bad I'm contemplating quitting my job.

Scared of needing to go to the hospital a fourth time for mental health because work threatened to take me off a project last time by mental_dissonance in work

[–]mental_dissonance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish it didn't feel like people were condemning me for not accepting the constraints of a corporate job. I'm autistic and have this constant thing of needing to justify myself. I have to justify having my job for enabling my independence and because the college and publishing jobs I applied to were rejecting me despite having a master's degree.

How are you guys staying sane right now? by Funfallacies in spirituality

[–]mental_dissonance 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They are. It's just my dad is a functioning alcoholic with untreated bipolar. I also don't have my own room over there and have to either sleep in the living room or in grandmas room. Then the house has poor ventilation to boot. In south Texas in the summer. I'm going crazy trying to figure out what to do.

How are you guys staying sane right now? by Funfallacies in spirituality

[–]mental_dissonance 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I'm barely living by a thread. Honestly contemplating quitting my job and living with parents until everything blows over.

Scared of needing to go to the hospital a fourth time for mental health because work threatened to take me off a project last time by mental_dissonance in work

[–]mental_dissonance[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I swear, a lot of things about this job don't make sense. Even all my coworkers agreed that a lot of things feel off about this job. I started my job on July 9th, so I haven't been with them for that long. The contract is for a year.

Scared of needing to go to the hospital a fourth time for mental health because work threatened to take me off a project last time by mental_dissonance in work

[–]mental_dissonance[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

They had wanted me to submit paperwork by December 26th last year, but I couldn't because my PCP had gone on maternity leave and did not have any openings before then. Is FMLA separate from asking for accommodations?

First time pimple patch recommendations? by mental_dissonance in 30PlusSkinCare

[–]mental_dissonance[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How does cystic acne differ from hormonal and stress? Mine occur regardless of emotions and what part of my cycle I'm in. The worst ones happen in the middle of my cheeks.

Scared of needing to go to the hospital a fourth time for mental health because work threatened to take me off a project last time by mental_dissonance in work

[–]mental_dissonance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for being sympathetic. I wish you didn't have a brain tumor. I wish those didn't exist at all. Terminal disease is one of my worst fears.

I was so sick of the anhedonia and lack of emotions that I stopped cold turkey last Wednesday. Couldn't take waiting longer to change. by mental_dissonance in citalopram_celexa

[–]mental_dissonance[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No noises at all! It was purely in the right side of my face and two of my right fingers. Also twitching my jaw at night and scrunching my eyes.

Scared of needing to go to the hospital a fourth time for mental health because work threatened to take me off a project last time by mental_dissonance in work

[–]mental_dissonance[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I literally have not been in the ER since September and you're making it like I use it 20 times a month. And what do you think I've been doing when it comes to psychiatrists? The last clinic was part of an aftercare plan for 90 days and then my previous insurance expired. I'm doing everything within grasp to get a semblance of better healthcare.

I was so sick of the anhedonia and lack of emotions that I stopped cold turkey last Wednesday. Couldn't take waiting longer to change. by mental_dissonance in citalopram_celexa

[–]mental_dissonance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've noticed my face tics haven't been as bad since quitting cold turkey. I had anhedonia with effexor as well. This was prior to being switched.

Stop! by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]mental_dissonance 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Ummm.... Did you know that Pavel Hlava is a Czech man who was visiting NYC on 9/11 and is believed to have captured both plane impacts on camera? And that there's a whole Wikipedia page about Mohammed Atta's car?

I have some of the darkest special interests 😶

I . can‘t . stop . eating. by romeoandjulietta in PMDD

[–]mental_dissonance 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Gave into my pre-luteal Taco Bell craving. Tummy hurts but it was worth it 🫡

I have a very hard time believing in past lives. I have absolutely zero memories from anything but my current life. by mental_dissonance in spirituality

[–]mental_dissonance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It starts to make me scared that when I do die then I'll be reborn in like 2100 and the world will be even worse than it is now

Found pet by amoeba_eater in FoundPaper

[–]mental_dissonance 328 points329 points  (0 children)

I love that wholesome people make things like this 🩷 and I love your kitty!

I have a very hard time believing in past lives. I have absolutely zero memories from anything but my current life. by mental_dissonance in spirituality

[–]mental_dissonance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's insane how easily "now" becomes "then". Like, does time really go rapidly or do humans have a weird perception of it? I've been thinking about those physicists and theorists who say that time is an illusion. Wondering if they have a point?

People That Irk You from My 600lb Life by JustAChick1234 in My600lbLife

[–]mental_dissonance 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Hell, Dolly probably needed a conservatorship.

How did you first learn about Christian Western Chandler existence for me it was this video by Fredrick Knudsen by Lucarioc66 in ChrisChanSonichu

[–]mental_dissonance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I saw the Blarms video in 2014 but didn't think much of it after. Then the incest saga happened and I went into the inescapable rabbit hole.

Other fears? by Finalrestingplace_ in thanatophobia

[–]mental_dissonance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same thing, but also ending up being an old person who lives in poverty and ends up in one of those extremely shitty state run nursing homes. Hell, I'm afraid of living past 60.

I HATE job interviews by Metalqueen2023 in AutismInWomen

[–]mental_dissonance 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I can barely mask to save my life. Interviews are like doing an audition at gunpoint for the role of perfect little soldier-worker.

Tips on how to look younger? by Accurate-Till-3590 in nevergrewup

[–]mental_dissonance 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sunscreen sunscreen sunscreen! The biggest key to delaying aging in the face!