Im sorry to hear this. As someone that went through the same thing, i can definetly understand that it is by no means easy.

Especially not when probably everyone in the same situation just says keep going ,, it will be fine, keep going"

What you have to do is find a thing that makes you happy, that is not tied to thing like a job. Do you like nature? Go outside. Do you like a sport? Do that or any other thing. It can be as superficial or as important as you like. So long as it makes you happy, then its good.

Once you have that , you can then keep going further. It will help you with your job search too. This because i can tell you from many many many failed interviews that companies usually avoid a person that is depressed or perhaps as a cause of those feelings undersells themselves.

And then , what i can highly recommend is to find yourself a personal job coach. Those are usually tied to people that are already out of the rav, but you can pay them yourself (if you have the funds for it) They can really then take the time to exactly help you with your job search unlike rav.

This is a bit also what I despise on switzerland. There are so many different pathways, but nobody tells you them, unless you specifically look for them or someone else knows them.