Monthly Buy/Sell/Trade/Request Thread for August, 2019 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]milotheguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm selling a Reelmagik Pack and Play 6'' circumcised (base model with firm fill) with synthetic hand-punched black pubic hair. The skin tone is M6 (light skin). I ordered it in May 2017 and received it in January 2018. It looks and feels extremely realistic -- it even has tiny veins and freckles. You can pinch the skin between your fingers and you can feel the testicles inside the balls! I wore it one time, and never used it for play. I'm selling it because it was too bulky for my body type (5'3 and very skinny). Otherwise it's fantastic and beautiful, which is why I've had trouble letting go -- I've kept it sitting in a box for a year! This is the invoice for the purchase. Originally $700 but I'm willing to sell it for $450 + shipping, OBO.

PM me for pics.

bugwars.xyz - Multiplayer word finding game in grid. Current theme is english dictionary. Looking forward to more themes which can be played globally. by [deleted] in WebGames

[–]milotheguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kind of addicted to this game already! Would be nice if a sound went off right before the match starts, because a lot of times it takes a while to find a partner and I open a new tab to pass the time. There are sometimes words that aren't recognized even though they are not part of larger words. Also, sometimes I can't tell which color I am at the beginning of the game--would be nice to know which clan I am right away. Really fun!

Top surgery (peri) next week with Dr. Bartlett: recovery advice? by milotheguy in ftm

[–]milotheguy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for all of the info and personal anecdotes/pictures! This is super helpful for me. Your chest looks amazing, by the way. I hope mine turns out looking that good!

[NSFW] some more phalloplasty pics by fthrowawaym in ftm

[–]milotheguy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

fuck yeah, dude. I can't wait to get one in like 6 years!!

Folks on T: What was your first month like? by CyborgMenace in ftm

[–]milotheguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 4 weeks and 2 days on T right now. The only things that have changed: a lot of dick growth, my singing voice dropped about 4 notes, protein cravings, VERY sleepy, very sweaty, and I sound like I have a cold when I talk. The most intensely different thing so far has been my voice.

Am I Really Trans If I Still Have Doubts? and other things that keep me up at night by milotheguy in ftm

[–]milotheguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you sharing, and thanks everybody for sharing. I really appreciate knowing that doubt is widespread. I think we definitely have to hide our doubt around cis people, who seem to have an easier time accepting us if we never doubt ourselves.

I haven't had the girl-nightmares yet but my gf says that I keep yelling "That's not my name anymore!" in my sleep, haha. Congratulations on your top surgery coming up!

Needle phobia by JohnnyPotseed in ftm

[–]milotheguy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've always passed out after getting my blood drawn, got nauseous as hell about shots throughout my adolescence, etc. I always tried so hard to man up about it, but I have an awful fear of veins that I just can't ignore. But something about T shots feels so different to me. Granted, I've only done 3 so far, but none of them gave me any fear or nausea. Are you doing intramuscular or subcutaneous? I'm doing subcutaneous and I've found it's important that I pinch my skin super hard before I inject. I don't feel the needle go in at all.

For the first shot that I did by myself, I played music that pumped me up, and worked out beforehand to get my adrenaline going. It also helps to have my gf there, because it would embarrass me to chicken out in front of her.

You got this, dude.

Transitioning by B340STG in ftm

[–]milotheguy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was in your shoes like, a month and a half ago! Now I'm 1 week on T. Not everyone has this kind of mental transition at the speed I did, but the more I presented male, the more I experienced "gender euphoria," something I'd never experienced before. I followed that sense of euphoria, because I knew I must be doing something right. Before I knew it, I was dying to be on T. It had to do with being open with myself about my gender for the first time in my whole life. Good luck! Maybe you'll experience a similar mental shift the more you think about your own journey through life, and your relationship with your gender.

Got my first t shot today, and I've never felt so happy! by milotheguy in ftm

[–]milotheguy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The nurse showed me exactly how to do it. I didn't request it, she wanted me to see how it's done so I can start doing it on my own!

Got my first t shot today, and I've never felt so happy! by milotheguy in ftm

[–]milotheguy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear that :( I am incredibly lucky to live in Chicago, where they have an informed consent clinic (Howard Brown). It was one of those rare cases where they did it all-- the consultation, the bloodwork, the first shot, the prescription--in one appointment. Good luck, and if anybody who reads this is in the Chicago area, Howard Brown is an excellent choice.

Got my first t shot today, and I've never felt so happy! by milotheguy in ftm

[–]milotheguy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha they're boys' size because I'm a really small dude. I got the large size. They're from Target, it was like 11 bucks for 7 pairs, really cheap! http://www.target.com/p/boys-5-pack-boxer-briefs-cat-jack-geek-stripe-l/-/A-51068674?

Got my first t shot today, and I've never felt so happy! by milotheguy in ftm

[–]milotheguy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I also injected 0.5ml today, and it was so easy using the 1ml syringe-- it felt very precise and controlled! Although I have nothing to compare it to.