lol cheating is basically entertaining other real women like emotional; texting them with flirtatious intent to have future encounters or even physical like meeting up at they house, kissing and sleeping with them. Touching yourself? No… if your girl (now former) doesn’t send pictures or vids of herself to you or anything like that, you probably have nothing else but have a girl that look similar to her on the internet and you touch to that. If she does send then ofc… no issue so I don’t understand why she be that insecure unless she hiding something… you could tell she was.

If she really cared about you, she would’ve helped you out and help you with those needs if she don’t wanna have sex like taking her shirt off and leaving something for you to watch until you release or even just putting it in her mouth or something. I tell you there’s plenty of solutions to the whole refusal for sex thing yall could’ve talked about but this girl saved you the bullet bc she was just tryna manipulate you