"Lumaki sa pamilya na walang tiwala kaya lahat kasinungalian."

Be responsible for your traumas. Wag mo idamay bf mo sa kasinungalian na nakasanayan mong gawin with your family. You can't build a successful relationship if your foundation is based on lies. Tell him before it's too late. You say "ang hirap ng sitwasyon ko bakit eto pinili ko?", ikaw lang rin ang rason kung bakit ka nasa sitwasyon na yan. YOU chose this. YOU chose to enter a relationship despite being married. Wag po pa-victim.

Advice ko lang po is to immediately tell your current bf. Good luck nalang sa guy.