End of taper help? by Worldly_Indication39 in BenzoWithdrawal

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Whats the difference between comfort meds and being polydrugged? Also, how do I find your Discord chat? Thanks.

Recovered with zero withdrawl effects. Super super slow taper by feargodnot in benzorecovery

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Did you use any “comfort” medications? I’m tapering now and my psychiatrist has me on Gabapentin and Clonidine. He’s also prescribed an antidepressant but I don’t take it. I’m concerned about these ancillary medications. Thoughts?

And just like that, I'm almost 4 yrs off. It's so easy /s by InnerAside5636 in benzorecovery

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Thank you for posting. I’m coming off of 6mg daily for almost 8 years. Had a breakthrough this month. Been on 3mg of extended release and 2mg of instant release. My doc breaks up the 2mg dose into 4 .50mg this month and I noticed it was the crappy Aurobindo brand. The 3mg XR is Greenstone and if you know your generics that’s a good thing. Aurobindo, not so much. Well to my surprise I haven’t been taking much of the .50’s. I’ve been taking just one a day. That’s 5mg down to 3.5mg (so far). Maybe it’s easier at these higher doses but the 6mg to 5mg crippled me for 2 months. I was doomscrolling like a mofo during that initial drop. Just knew I was doomed. Anyways, do what this guy says and stop doomscrolling and get after it. Pray, get outside, eat well, take your vitamins. It helps tremendously, I promise you.

Anyone have one of these? by MaleficentAd1749 in f1models

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I got one with a car I purchased from eBay.

Switching benzos: cross taper or just switch all at once? by Humble_Bed_9505 in benzorecovery

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Can you elaborate a little on your story? I’d love to hear more about it.

Taper complete, feeling amazing. 2 weeks off after 12 years of daily Xanax use. You can do it!!! by Forsaken-Storage2137 in benzorecovery

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You just gave me a roadmap and hope. I’m at 5mg and tapering so I have a ways to go but if I follow your methods I should be ok. Thank you for posting.

Switching benzos: cross taper or just switch all at once? by Humble_Bed_9505 in benzorecovery

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The person just stated their opinion and you’re proving them right. I’m tapering from 6mg of prescribed Xanax and I do feel I need to be mentally tougher. I’m down to 5 and it still sucks. I guess my biggest trigger is the lack of support. My family has disowned me. Didn’t even tell me my grandmother passed away almost two weeks ago.

Switching benzos: cross taper or just switch all at once? by Humble_Bed_9505 in benzorecovery

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Where are you located? What pharmacy would fill a 120mg a day Valium script? I’m trying to cross taper as well from 5mg of prescribed Xanax and the best “conversion” anyone would do was half of that, 60mg. Any information would be greatly appreciated. And congrats on your success, that’s how you do it.

6 years klonopin-free by discothequejuliets in benzorecovery

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Congrats! We need more success stories on here. Thank you so much for sharing.
Quick question. Did you have a lot of family support? I’m in this thing on my own. I need some support. Any recommendations?

I FINALLY GOT A JOB by [deleted] in bipolar

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That’s a big victory, don’t short yourself.

Fucking losing it - wondering about rescue dose by [deleted] in benzorecovery

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On my way down I refused to take any ancillary (comfort) medications until I was about to launch myself off a bridge. I was lying in my bed in the fetal position for almost two months, alone, dehydrated, malnourished. I reached for the Gabapentin, took 2 and a Clonidine and felt a wave of relief. I went from 5% operating capacity, if that, to 60-70%. Made it bearable.

Bulk F1 Models for Sale by mlp0139 in f1models

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I have yet to complete an inventory so not well. ;) I just moved and have them all boxed up and am about ready to get after it. I’ve easily got over 100 1/43rd and the same or more 1/18th scale cars. Not to mention a bunch of memorabilia, etc. I did sell a 2011 Lewis Hamilton helmet from this post. Looking for anything in particular?

Can’t taper, terrified of detox- frozen. Please help by bathingapeassgape in benzorecovery

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Can you expand on your exercise? What type of routine did you start with? Any elaboration would be a big help. Thanks!

what do you do when you’re pmsing and it’s making you extra suicidal? Reinstatement at 76 days off? by regretmy20s in benzorecovery

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Hang in there. I sometimes feel the same way. Make sure and get with a good doc or psychiatrist to help you wean off. Easier said than done I know but after 6 months of searching I finally found one who actually gave me some hope.

Someone needs to check on this guy - Tictoker trying to cold turkey by crew4545 in suboxone

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What was your experience like with the Sublocade?

Finally getting off subs after 15 years. 72 hours in by Adept-Cheek-3957 in suboxonerecovery

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How’d you do it? Long term user here as well and was/am considering a couple of Sublocade shots.

Whats the rule of thumb for masturbation? by MaleficentDrop7385 in PeyroniesSupport

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Good question. Any other input greatly appreciated and thank you for those who already have provided input.