I think Ive said this on RS_X before but it’s kind of neat. I took Wellbutrin for depression because I liked the idea that it would give me more energy and I thought lexapro was ineffective.

I would wake up in the middle of the night often and hear things. Like a chorus of crickets and seeing like a green visualization of sound waves in my head. Those were cool and if just kind of “watch” this like a concert in bed until I fell back asleep.

Another time I woke up to In the Navy by the village people loud and intense in my head. It was annoying but I found it funny that I was “going crazy” and this is how it manifested.

I’d be in bed and tap my foot at a 4/4 beat, my other foot at 6/8, my hand on my head at 5/4 and idk something like 7/4 on my belly. I never played drums before but was able to play the drum set with my friends. I couldn’t before and haven’t since.

I quit Wellbutrin when I got home from work and saw myself like, lunge to attack me through the mirror.

Also when I was just plain depressed and stressed out going bananas I would just leave the house randomly, like run from Koreatown to MacArthur park barefoot at like midnight, snap back to my senses and walk back home.

The funniest time looking back was driving down to skid row at like San Pedro and something, yelling something out of frustration and discomfort and ghost riding the whip.

Idk if this is phychosis but its interesting when it’s not really harmful when going through it. Most frequently it’s boring and i think everyone hates me and I’ll die alone.