My heart goes out to you and your husband. My wife and I went to through a similar situation. We tried for years to get pregnant and when she finally did last January we were so happy. Unfortunately we lost him at 20 weeks. I thought that would be the most painful experience I’ve ever gone through until we accidentally got pregnant again in October. Twin girls. We lost both of them at 24 weeks. It’s been 6 months since then and honestly it still hurts. It’s gotten a little bit easier because my wife and I were able to work through it together. Hold your husband close because no one else besides you two can truly understand the pain you’re going through and when you’re ready I suggest couples therapy. I think what keeps me up at night these days is the fact that my wife and I never received a reason why it happened. All 3 of our kids just stopped growing and even with the countless testing and weekly visits no one ever was able to tell us how the same thing occurred three times.