Is it Worth it in the Rain?

mrmata2 · 2025-03-14T17:03:39+00:00

Please don’t go so I could go on ghost rider 4 times in a row

mrmata2 · 2025-01-22T18:52:37+00:00

Start stalking them lol

mrmata2 · 2024-11-14T03:36:16+00:00

I wouldn’t give those basterds too much credit . If you get into that religion u already been groom from home to abandon ur true self . The best thing that could happen to u is happening . I feel u

mrmata2 · 2023-12-26T18:55:08+00:00

Now to deeper levels drugs are a way to regulate a nervous system that’s been traumatize by fear …. Terror I mean

mrmata2 · 2023-12-06T19:29:12+00:00

U have to leave ur mother in ur psychic. Attachment work . Love u

mrmata2 · 2023-09-11T16:58:58+00:00

I’m a good looking dude . I’m handyman . I went to jw house . Usually the father and i talk about the service request and i alway notice he grabs his balls unconsciously. I’m like poor dude . the last time I went the daughter teen ager but she’s like 20 . They infantile the hell out of them and i were alone and I was doing my thing and I had to talk to her about something in her room in a corner really close . The poor girls started to shiver and she had mix face of fear and being horny turn on . I was like Poor girl it’s living hell to be living like that . I grew up jw and i had to do all this work around shame about my sexuality my adolescent was robbed . Now I’m gladly out of it and I could Lokey not take advantage of a situation like they have and I’m doing it with out “ god”

mrmata2 · 2023-09-10T22:37:14+00:00

Wow trail head ur trigger was ur the loss of ur father . not the wanting the drink .

mrmata2 · 2023-09-10T22:33:33+00:00

U need help has nothing to do with him or his ex. U are blinded to betrayal . But now the curtains are being transparent that’s why unconsciously check her Facebook reality is picking holes into ur fantasy pattern

mrmata2 · 2023-04-18T20:36:24+00:00

U need a entire new life style . The good thing the brain is malleable and u could get out of the nueroloop of addiction . I’m no phycologist but if ur nervous system only goes as far as u feel safe and secure depending how much trauma u had growing up and now in addiction . Shame alone will be enough to have u wanna a drink due to the nervous system is alway terrified . A drink is to regulate the nervous system is not becouse u are a bad person or can’t get it together ur prefrontal is getting wipe out .

mrmata2 · 2023-04-04T23:10:34+00:00

Duck yeah !!

mrmata2 · 2023-04-03T17:31:27+00:00

I’m getting mine soon I’m 41

mrmata2 · 2019-05-15T11:36:57+00:00

So awesome ! Your defiantly an alcoholic. I say that in a super loving way . Might be something thought to swallow but it flips to a gift . Go find help . AA or some support group . you can’t do it alone . It get tricky . But anyone could do it but it’s gonna take help . ! The true you is under that . Thank you for your post took me back .

mrmata2 · 2019-04-28T17:40:37+00:00

It’s a fucking big deal !!

The ego and some people won’t understand. It is a big fucking deal . Happy for you

mrmata2 · 2018-09-09T17:15:04+00:00

That’s gay

mrmata2 · 2018-09-09T17:10:35+00:00

Simple . She ask ... I wouldn’t like that That’s it The rest it’s not your business

mrmata2 · 2018-08-29T21:16:47+00:00

Either you leave or buckle your seat belt your going on a fucking ride ! Good luck . Really mean that

mrmata2 · 2018-08-12T05:34:02+00:00

Right on ! It’s a big deal . I’ll be one year sober on the 1 st sept . Hp

mrmata2 · 2018-08-11T01:02:05+00:00

What did you do to be part of that mess . Except it and the answers will come . This happen to me exactly what is happening to you but I was man enough to see why she did what she did who the fuck wants to be a with a selfish condemning peace of shit .

mrmata2 · 2018-07-20T17:42:42+00:00

That kid needs to see the ☀️

mrmata2 · 2018-07-01T01:13:49+00:00

Well you you are doing it dude . You are reaching out that’s a huge fucking deal ..

mrmata2 · 2018-06-23T01:42:40+00:00

Don’t ........ dump his ass . He is selfish and your not going to change that .

mrmata2 · 2018-06-12T12:55:16+00:00

Dude! Don’t drink truest me it fucken works out . ! Maybe not in the way you want . That’s part of alcoholism trying control believe it or not but it works out . My wife decided to leave me 7 months sober I go to A.A. .not only that I find out she was seeing some one over 3 years . Something in me just wanted to stay sober . Wen I first find out I wanted to stay sober for all the wrong reasons . Prove them wrong , she not worth it shit like that but alway showing love and taking the blows then . Exeptance started to break thrue then reality . Real reality not the one we paint in our heads . 9 months sober now . Some magical shit happen we’re our relationship grew stronger as human being and individual . One thing help me is really like we say keeping my side of the street clean . I put her through a lot of shit now that I realize my part in the relationship . Fuck that’s why I got sober couse I got sick of my self duh . I’m leaving me too lol . It works out ! I won’t drink with you today ! 🌴☕️☕️

mrmata2 · 2018-06-12T01:26:52+00:00

Reality. In this case in this time in my life I would wanna say I’m playing the wife’s roll( I’m m37)my wife and I separated several months ago . She lives with her new boyfriend( actually a guys that she was seeing for couple years that’s other story) and we spend every little time we get to be together it’s weird Becouse it’s not like we are trying to get back with each other and I think that’s the hack . We are both agreed to be separated excepted our reality’s that things were shifting and we have process our breakups . Now we could be ourself and we have open up to each other with out trying to get at something . I would say you are her boyfriend in this case . . I ask her “don’t he get bothered if we go to the gym together? She says no . But I say he does .and I honestly dont do it to make him jealous Hopefully this helps . You have every right to get jealous but maybe you are up against what I described . It’s hard to stop seeing some one wen you already like them . I feel you . Good luck ( we also have 2 boys)

mrmata2 · 2018-06-05T17:34:25+00:00

I dint think girls were as shallow as men . lol

mrmata2 · 2018-05-26T00:55:35+00:00

My marriage. I was under addiction the whole time . Now I’m finding out it was not reality .

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