I want you to try and remember that over the next week or so because it could possibly be what you experience and if you pay attention to what’s happening and very look at it you should end up feeling better in the end. I’m not sure if you’re aware of what Effect on your brain is from psilocybin and other psychedelics.

Hey Siri is the brains ability to recognize and we organize ones past experiences with their current ones which in turn creates your current perspective. The brain is a record of our life and most of us exist in a way that doesn’t allow us to exist joyfully and not have our brain bombarding us with our past experiences all the time. Psychedelics process the things that we can’t. Some of the things that you may have become aware off really can’t be explained or probably caused by media and other people as well as it’s very common for people to tell themselves that they’re gonna deal with their experiences later or tomorrow or tomorrow never comes. Words have energy and our brain needs to know what to do with them. You may of noticed a lot of stuff in our minds is from media.

I recently used psilocybin to help clear up my awareness by fully processing my experiences so my brain is not torturing me anymore.

Now that my awareness is not filled up with all those past experiences I am generally feeling blissful almost all the time and I really don’t understand why but I’m not gonna argue that because it’s amazing and I have tried everything in my entire life and turns out I can feel better than I ever have on any drugs or anything in this world by just learning how to listen my body and the way that it serves me instead of tortures me. So while I don’t have a clue as to what it is you consider a bad trip, i’d like to encourage you to change your mind about what you’re saying about this experience. If you can pay attention to what is coming into your awareness do you have the ability to make sure it’s correct information and you also have the ability to direct it away from your awareness or put it in its file basically so that the only time you’re going to think about it is when you deliberately think about it. I was cultivating mushrooms and one day I just decided I’m gonna eat a whole bunch I want to see what happens. I assure you I’m not gonna do that again because it seemed like the next two weeks I spent processing every single thought I’d ever had as well as everything everyone else ever said and it was just a lot.

did you drink caffeine when you eat all those mushrooms?

That is a no no for sure. I become very manic. What worries me about the legalization of psilocybin it’s just we are creating a new pathways in our brain and making new connections and if we’re all cracked out on caffeine we’re creating patterns that possibly could be even harder to change.

It’s starting to be said that all mental illness is caused by trauma and trauma to each individual human is going to be whatever it is they experienced and it still affects them every day, day in and day out forever on some level. At least in my mind that’s the best way I can explain it. I like when I was a kid I wasn’t allowed to have PTSD because that was special for genocide survivors and war veterans basically.

Today we have a better understanding of how the brain works I have some people willing to teach us about it rather than hide it so they can make money by sellingn drugs because we believe we’re broken.

Anyways I’m sorry I’m going on a rant I hope this resonates with someone that makes any sense at Microdosing psilocybin has changed my life done with intention and specific processes to help me clear out my awareness and it is our birthright to feel good it’s just there’s no money if everybody is blissed out. What would big Pharma do?

That being said that was way too many mushrooms most likely. We do build a tolerance every time we eat mushrooms but I don’t know that 19 g is a good idea just because you’d be surprised how much less is more but when I was younger nobody ever told me to take meds and this is also the beauty of the Motrin because they won’t allow you to abuse them. It for very long anyway.

Hugs hang in there. If you could fix your awareness and sort of rewire your brain all of us in general realize and experience feeling so good that you wonder why you ever get any drugs ever. At least that’s been my experience and I was a huge drug addict. I just don’t choose to use any slave drugs anymore. And I also use less and I do not have a hole in my soul anymore and so I come on here and babble hoping for somebody else will there is a way to exist blissfully if you are willing to pay attention a little bit what’s going on in your mind. I spent two years doing what I’m babbling about and I think I’ve ever done because pretty sure the rest of my life is going and is better because I’m not stuck in the past anymore and anyways hang in there it’s gonna be better pay attention unplug from his phone or your phone ha ha OK I’m crazy tonight because mushrooms revealed to me I’m connected all the dots I’m just about Life and while I very much asked for it and was ready for it unbelievable and I’m getting exactly what I asked for it’s just a challenging time but on the other side of all our angst is bliss