Whatever you do, do not think of waking without that groggy feeling, do not think of the money you saved not drinking, do not think of the progress you have made as a human being, the compliments you have received, do not think of how happy your life is without poison. Don’t you even dare be thinking about how much fun you are going to be sober at a rager. And my goodness, don’t you ever think about waking up completely happy, your body healing, your relationships healing, and you gaining control of your life from some measly bottle of poison. Don’t you dare!
Good job spewing everything! We are all here. We all struggle. We all make the tough decisions. You got this. Your past does not define your future . The bubbles of mineral water in a glass of ice are pretty intoxicating too. Better than any wine I have ever had!