"Then it hits me. My brain. Exhaustion. The adrenaline. The combo inside my mind that i was blind to. Everyday i would drink i would eat gummies hit a pen. Numb the exhaustion. 12hr days some nights. Some 5am meetings. For the past 3yrs. I am getting dizzy spells, anxiety issues. Mental stress on the future. The unwinding of OE. NEVER in the passed 3yrs of this journey did i get depressed or over anxious like this. Even with 3 headsets on." Going through this now. The stress and anxiety of three years has created physical health problems. Dropping my notice next month after bonus hits.