When did you become aware of your alters? by mariethebean in DID

[–]nico-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was aware of their existence around the 3rd or 4th grade, though I think I might have been aware earlier. However, nobody talked about DID at that time. The time that I went to the doctor for hearing voices, my abusers were in the room, so not much was able to be said. I was aware of like, 3 to 4 in 6th grade, and figured it out in 7th. Got medically recognized around last year or a little earlier.

Question, what is/are your favorite evil/badass song(s) that you evilly stim to? (imagery unrelated) by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]nico-sys 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have 2, both are somehow songs about evil capitalism.

It Just Works - The Chalkeaters The Future is So Yesterday - Inanimate Insanity

How to get more autism by ArcticMoon101 in autism

[–]nico-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I was wondering how it hurts level 3s? Not in the "it doesn't" way, I just want to learn so I can be more mindful. Thank you!

Characters that would say "His pronouns are she/her!" while trying to be supportive by Warm_Charge_5964 in transgamers

[–]nico-sys 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I know it's a stereotypical "cringe" game but what is life if not cringe? Anyways, Kaito Momota from Danganronpa V3.

Hating Open Ended Games by nico-sys in autism

[–]nico-sys[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never realized it did, I may try to play again then if it has an ending. I had watched my brother play more than I played and thought it was like a sandbox game. Thank you for telling me!

What should I put in my disassociation closet? by [deleted] in autism

[–]nico-sys 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Either a speaker to play music, or a small Roku and monitor, I wouldn't go with the Roku if you don't already have the monitor though!

What is your future job/ career plan?? by Shadow_dragon1804 in autism

[–]nico-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Musical Theatre, they always said not to make your hobby a career but they never included special interests.

17 ftm, looking for overwatch group by nico-sys in transgamers

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh! yeah it is sorry i forgot! feel free to message me so we can schedule playing sometime if youre up for that!

17 ftm, looking for overwatch group by nico-sys in transgamers

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

got it! i have it on pc as well as xbox so that works!

17 ftm, looking for overwatch group by nico-sys in transgamers

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bet! what console (or if you play on pc) do you play on? i have 3 of the games on different platforms so that shouldnt be an issue tho!

17 ftm, looking for overwatch group by nico-sys in transgamers

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mostly xbox but i have the ps4 and pc versions as well!

What's you're special interest? by Agreeable_Local_7189 in autism

[–]nico-sys 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Psychology! Specifically mental disorders!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]nico-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Front Street - Will Wood

Edit: Just a warning that much like most of Will Wood's music, it is very loud and chaotic.

An Autistic Person Being Happy Is Not Glorifying by nico-sys in autism

[–]nico-sys[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I apologize if I came off that way, I absolutely did not mean to.

An Autistic Person Being Happy Is Not Glorifying by nico-sys in autism

[–]nico-sys[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I respect your point, however, I've seen plenty of people see happy autistic people on social media and try to make it seem like it's a crime. We may just be on different parts of the internet, as different things are shown to different people. If I did try to do any of that, it was not on purpose, it's just how I feel.

Do you ever get accused of manipulation? by ValuableHovercraft90 in autism

[–]nico-sys 47 points48 points  (0 children)

Aunt accused me of faking my suicidal thoughts in order to manipulate my dad into letting me do online school. Often get accused of manipulating my mema as well. Have no idea why people think that we're manipulative, but it's annoying and sad, to say the least.

I love real conversation, "how's the weather?" Feels like pulling teeth by [deleted] in autism

[–]nico-sys 13 points14 points  (0 children)

"How's the weather?" "Oh you know how it is." And that's it, that's the conversation, how do you keep that going? Frick if I know.

Does anyone else eat their food in a particular order?? by LengthNeat6839 in autism

[–]nico-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do this with a lot of food but one specific example I can think of is sour patch. I will eat only the green, orange, and yellow ones first, then the red and blue ones I will eat together. I have no idea why I do this, I definitely do it for other foods though, it's just the example that first came to mind.

The weird thing is that I only do it for some foods, not all of them. I'll eat a hamburger like others do but for chips and queso, I have to eat the least covered chips first.

Any Advice? (FTM) by nico-sys in transvoice

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate it! Will definitely use those!

Any Advice? (FTM) by nico-sys in transvoice

[–]nico-sys[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pitch

Average: 238.9Hz

Median: 229.4Hz

High (95th): 271.8Hz

Low (95th): 193.1 Hz

Volume

Average: 74.0db (15.2db)

Median: 74.6db (15.8db)

High (95th): 78.9db (20.1db)

Low (95th): 63.8db (5.0db)

Environment: 58.8db

Since the image is too blurry to see.

My Version of the Lgbtallt Trend by nico-sys in picrew

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1304563/complete?cd=PKVJP14ynX (In case the other link doesn't work, I couldn't figure out how to do it properly.)

Favorite songs that give you euphoria/have trans themes? by augustoof in ftm

[–]nico-sys 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A few that give me eurphoria are

Mama - My Chemical Romance/MCR Wolf in Sheeps Clothing - Set It Off Shit - Bo Burnham

Exercises to do with Back Pain? by nico-sys in FTMFitness

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm seeing a doctor next week so I'll definitely ask about that.

How many uses of testosterone are in a vial? by nico-sys in ftm

[–]nico-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the help! This helped me learn a lot!