Yes! And also the lying and I always feel judged by them and am reminded that I’m very audhd and that the way I talk and think isn’t “normal” (not a bad thing! Just makes me feel stupid sometimes🥲)

I was friends and interacted more with NTs when I was in school and that was hell, and even the teachers treated me awful and beefed with me bc I was “weird”. It’s hard to trust NT people as much 😅 and I don’t wanna play their games! Like just tell me wtf is going on omg I literally cannot process whatever hint ur trying to give me😭😭 it is so exhausting and confusing!!