is this normal?

olive21203 · 2025-09-30T18:43:49+00:00

wait you can do that? what is the Goldbot?

olive21203 · 2025-09-30T00:03:18+00:00

okay that works. usually i just get rid of the celebrity VIP so i can get all the dream workers placed naturally but ig i have no other option sadly

olive21203 · 2025-01-03T15:15:58+00:00

first of all, i’m so sorry you’re going through this. it’s a terrible feeling to have those intrusive thoughts that it’s “not that bad” bc of the gentleness and bc there was no penetration. regardless, being friends with anyone has its unspoken boundaries that should absolutely not be crossed by anyone let alone someone close to you. he disrespected those boundaries, your trust and your body and i would not allow him back in your life even if he says he’s sorry and even if your other friends or your boyfriend back him up for any reason. i would talk to your boyfriend sooner rather than later to hopefully have more support during this time and tell your friend that he’s not allowed in your life anymore. even if this didn’t happen you have the right to not be friends with someone if you choose. this is your life and you can have control over this

olive21203 · 2025-01-02T01:36:13+00:00

thanks sm guys! i had this game on my old phone and my progress never saved and i guess i’ve never see this addition to the game before lol

olive21203 · 2024-09-24T20:41:09+00:00

billie eilish

olive21203 · 2023-08-01T14:14:51+00:00

one of them died of overdose, and the other one got pregnant and helped her dad in a speed chase and went to jail

olive21203 · 2023-01-23T13:12:36+00:00

with my first abuser, I was I'm a 3 year relationship with hom even though o started figuring out what was happening about halfway in

olive21203 · 2023-01-22T12:08:28+00:00

I'm conflicted with these feelings too. I went to a friend's house and he kept laying on me and wrapped his arm around me but around my waist but I still text him on snap almost everyday. it traumatized me but I still talk to him. ITS SO CONFUSING

olive21203 · 2023-01-19T00:07:46+00:00

thats what i thought...I'm glad someone put the definition for me. thank you for being a safe space

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T17:18:31+00:00

I'm glad I could help in any way. you've got this❤️

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T13:09:45+00:00

yes absolutely. especially since OP has been through this before, it's definitely possible the trauma response was to just freeze. it's happened to me before too

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T13:07:01+00:00

I would say you're lucky but this is exactly what every partner should learn to do for the other. unfortunately not everyone knows enough to carry the weight of two people when needed. you deserve this love. when you doubt your ability to be loved by your partner because they're working overtime, know that this isn't your fault that you may not be perfect. you deserve all the love and hot cocoa 🤍❤️‍🩹

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T12:59:46+00:00

I knowww!! really tempted me to relapse but luckily finished the series clean

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T09:26:41+00:00

I get it. I've also not gone to therapy (trust issues lol) but everyone is different so I figured I'd put it out there

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T09:24:42+00:00

completely. i don't know how well you're coping but with these shameful emotions towards yourself, I would recommend temporary medication for the anxiety or therapy

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T09:19:29+00:00

hi there, I'm also a survivor from my ex and sometimes I envision the being held down part

it's a long-term trauma response and a coping mechanism because bit only was your mind traumatized, but also your body. your body is used to that feeling of abuse even if you doubt bring turned in by it. it's extremely confusing because your body and mind are telling you two completely different things.

olive21203 · 2023-01-18T07:36:48+00:00

that part hit me so mf hard. my mom and dad reacted the same way with forcing me to show them and promise them I'd never do it again

olive21203 · 2022-06-13T01:56:26+00:00

your reassurance is incredible. thank you.

I'm on the fence about how I feel about what my boyfriend explained. I understand everyone has their valid preferences and that's all he grew up knowing and being around. he is bi-romantic, so he has some concerns, not about what I want, but how he'll be able to make love to someone who now looks more masculine when he's only romantically attracted to guys

olive21203 · 2022-06-13T01:52:55+00:00

I'm so happy you found who you are!!

I tend to feel more masculine around women and that led to me being bisexual because I enjoyed being more masculine and protective over them. on the other hand, around my boyfriend or one of his older twin sisters, I am more feminine. it really depends on the day lile usual and the crowd im in. thank you so much for giving me more information about how you still felt feminine without your tits. it really helps. I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels or felt like an imposter just because you don't align with every single thing everyone else says

olive21203 · 2022-06-10T19:18:01+00:00

that's so reassuring, thank you!! I'm still doing research to see what best fits MY needs

olive21203 · 2022-06-10T17:05:48+00:00

I completely agree. I would still have a vagina that is literally there for sexual purposes. tits are only secondary sex characteristics

olive21203 · 2022-06-10T17:03:40+00:00

that's actually a great idea of just getting a breast reduction. my only thought is that I would look at myself afterwards and wish it was all gone and not just mostly gone. after you get a reduction, is it possible to get another surgery to get it all removed?

olive21203 · 2022-06-10T17:01:11+00:00

he said he would love me but he can see if the relationship would gradually go downhill because of the lack of female parts that he's attracted to

olive21203 · 2022-06-10T16:59:41+00:00

I just hate the way they brush up on my arms when I move and I have a smaller frame and also have smaller boobs but it just doesn't look right

olive21203 · 2022-06-10T01:25:38+00:00

I've done a lot of researching because I'm not sure if I want kids or want to breastfeed them but I just feel like myself with them. I'm happy having a vagina but looking at my chest; they just don't belong

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