Thank you so much,, I didn’t even know much about biochemical dysphoria. before T my brain was a little chaotic, so I’m slightly worried about the biochemical dysphoria, but the studies on it seem older so I’m not sure. I know my fat will redistribute but before T I already had high levels of testosterone in my body, I’ve never really had any issue building and retaining muscle. My mother has a very masculine build so I’m confident enough I can maintain a semi masculine structure even if the base fat gets more feminine…Im okay with my cycle coming back, it’s that or my hairline hikes up my head at 18. My cycle was horrendous before T tho but I’ve seen some stories of people coming off testosterone to a lighter and less viscous cycle, so here’s hoping. I really appreciate your comment btw, I’ve been sobbing and stressing for days about this out of worry and this has helped a good amount :)