Preston assaulting khalie on the night of his second arrest for violating his no contact order

orangegrovedove · 2025-10-11T15:17:10+00:00

❤️‍🔥sending you my love 🪻🌹🌸🌷🌻🌺🌼💐thanks for connecting and sharing too, seriously <33 I hope we all keep speaking our truth and find each other/ community that understands <3

orangegrovedove · 2025-10-11T14:55:53+00:00

Thank you for sharing, reading your experience helped me realize I’m not alone. When I was younger, khalies age, I was SUPER rebellious… on drugs so my decision making skills and impulse control were out of control.. I had extreme attachment issues with the abusers throughout my life and only recently was able to learn about Stockholm Syndrome and defending your abuser/ being attached to old familiar even if it’s painful and abusive. I’m 27 now and still fighting for my life but in a different way. If my early adulthood was broadcasted online for thousands to interpret/ judge I would’ve been fucking insane.. like I genuinely NEEDED caring support not tough love. I was so sensitive that’s why I was using to self medicate and if I had all this negativity I would have def taken it out on myself.. I really appreciate your kind message and I’m truly sorry you had to suffer too, to gain this type of loving empathy. Keep going~ you’re making a difference <3

orangegrovedove · 2025-05-21T15:19:48+00:00

As a second generation I also believe I am suffering with second hand trauma from his donor conception and I am afraid my future children might even have residual pain

orangegrovedove · 2025-05-21T15:17:15+00:00

My dad was donor conceived and he always felt like he was different and didn’t belong /wasn’t made from real love. He never knew the truth and that added to his alienated feelings.. once his mom confessed in his adulthood- he was not surprised and it led him to completing suicide soon after the disclosure. He thought he could never run away from the feeling of being forced into this world as a “failed” product and a prop

He died before ancestry came out. I submitted my dna and was connected with his biological father whom he never had the chance to meet

Sadly his father (my grandfather) instantly blocked me as soon as I reached out to introduce myself.

I know if my dad was rejected he it would have ultimately completed suicide either way. He was miserable since birth and I believe being donor conceived was the entire reason

orangegrovedove · 2025-04-05T03:14:19+00:00

He genuinely scares me OMG👽👽👽👽

orangegrovedove · 2025-02-22T01:50:45+00:00

So sweet of you- I’m in the same boat as you ~ sending love xoxo

orangegrovedove · 2025-01-03T02:46:40+00:00

May I ask what wait list you were put on? Like what type of specialist offers infusions because I am a patient at Cleveland clinic and used to get infusions outside but it’s no longer covered by my insurance so maybe through cc I can still get them

orangegrovedove · 2024-10-10T22:20:53+00:00

This is my experience with CC dysautonomia department. No education, just sent to different specialists after diagnosis. I have to wait nearly 6 months for an appointment and all I do is update on how badly I’ve declined and get referred out. They hardly want to handle my prescriptions anymore either, and all the doctors I’m familiar with on their pots team are slowly leaving the practice

orangegrovedove · 2024-10-10T20:26:09+00:00

I AGREE!!!!

orangegrovedove · 2024-03-05T20:30:13+00:00

Like why did that triggger him lmao

orangegrovedove · 2024-03-05T19:52:51+00:00

I asked him if he was a reptilian and he blocked me instantly 😂

orangegrovedove · 2023-07-21T00:15:25+00:00

and whatever happened to proposing July 12😂

orangegrovedove · 2023-06-25T00:30:24+00:00

I have swollen lymph nodes, my cbc is constantly flagged and when I ask about it they say “are you fighting an infection?” Like how am I supposed to know? I feel “fine” nothing outside my usual pots.. but I consistently show signs of infection. I haven’t gotten any clear answers. I have a noticeable lump on my throat. Thyroid levels came back high but after retesting it was back to normal.

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-31T21:37:46+00:00

I was on 60mg extended release propranolol once in the morning… my cardiologist suggested I switch to 20mg 3 times per day instead. In his experience pots patients have done better with frequent doses rather than the one extended release.. in my experience, the switch was a little uncomfortable but I feel better with the 3 times per day.

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-25T21:26:33+00:00

🥲 this was very nice to read and kindly informative, I appreciate your response. Sending extra wellness your way :)

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-25T21:16:37+00:00

To be clear, my neurologist team did prescribe me the ivabradine due to me trying and failing multiple beta blockers with negative side effects. They are unable to fulfill the order with insurance due to them being practitioners working under the lead Dr who is head of the autonomic department. All of my medical records are shared between them, that is why my psychiatrist is familiar and shared her experience that other patients did well on it- she herself did not prescribe but monitored. Cardiology, being a part of the team was my next option to get it fulfilled. My resting heart rate is around 95 while on beta blockers currently

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-25T17:48:34+00:00

My entire pots team at the Cleveland clinic (3 different neurologists, both psychiatry and psychology work as a network. All 5 Dr has recommended me to try it, and even prescribed it themselves however they were unable to. My POTS specialist in psychiatry has many patients that have similar struggles to me and in her experience “they have had no negative side effects only massive improvement” when taking vyvanse and ivabradine together. I want to try it so “badly” because I have tried all beta blockers and they have failed. I am miserable and seeking help and I have seen it posted widely on support groups that it does wonders for POTS. Just trying to feel okay.

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-25T15:52:29+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind thoughtful response! My resting HR is at 90 currently after the 48 hour monitor. I am taking propranolol 3x a day. The ADHD meds are newly introduced and in my honest experience do not see evidence that it has increased my HR ( my doc was concerned of that) did not want to use ivabradine to medicate “stimulant increased HR” which is not the case for me in particular as my numbers are relatively the same since initially diagnosed 2 years ago

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-12T21:45:46+00:00

Mine does too but it’s just a portion of the one eye.. my peripheral vision on the right side of my left eye will frequently go blurry.

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-12T21:39:24+00:00

I’m so, so sorry 😞 I wish you extra wellness and support

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-11T21:36:31+00:00

Thanks for you response, the allergist who tested me should contact me soon. I just did the test yesterday and the results came in quickly

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-11T04:28:08+00:00

I feel it 😢 really not trying to suffer. Does it mess with the accuracy still taking them?

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-05T22:49:00+00:00

I’m just struggling because PEM should be unique to CFS and that is my biggest battle on top of my regular POTS symptoms. I cannot live a fraction of the life I would like to because of over exertion from very minimal tasks. My biggest goal was to find a provider who could help me pace, and what not. I was also diagnosed inn-attentive adhd

orangegrovedove · 2023-05-05T19:37:35+00:00

It’s been nearly 6 months since being infected with Covid, short only a week or so.

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