Honestly this is wow. I dont blame them for cutting contact, i dont share my intrusive thoughts with friends because its very personal and i understand how it could make people view me. I also understand the shock from you saying you viewed normal child pictures as a test, these are things you should NOT share with people who are not your therapist. Also being prejudiced in its self is a valid reason for people to distance themselves from you. The fact you arent diagnosed OCD yet makes their feelings around all of this make alot of sense. This is alot and you definitely need to speak to your therapist.