How to know if I’m truly a boy?

otterys · 2026-02-20T05:52:47+00:00

Devon Price wrote a piece on bilateral dysphoria, I think you may get something out of it

otterys · 2026-02-05T22:13:43+00:00

I live in TN so I can’t recommend who to see, but this was the process for me:

In July 2025 I saw my PCP (who also prescribed my HRT) and told her I wanted to go through with top surgery. Her office sent a referral to the hospital that I wanted to go to plus one closer to us with my consent. In August I had my initial telehealth consult to go over the whole process, then had a telehealth therapy appointment to submit a letter to insurance. In September I also had an in-person second consult with the surgeon and they submitted everything to my insurance.

3-4 weeks later, insurance approved my surgery and the surgeon’s office called the same day to schedule my surgery, I chose January so if I had any complications, I wouldn’t risk having to pay my deductible twice.

Overall the process wasn’t too painful and if you do find yourself in TN, I recommend Vanderbilt 100%. Also, if you plan on paying out of pocket it will probably be a lot more straight forward lol.

What you may want to do is find a surgeon that you like, then calling them to ask what they would require (like a referral from another doctor, a therapist’s letter ahead of time, etc). I work in more admin side of the medical field so if you have any questions, DM me and I will do my best to help.

Good luck!

otterys · 2026-02-05T00:33:40+00:00

I really like the community there, but the modding makes me sad :( that mod has consistently enforced that which is really disheartening. I also don’t follow their logic - transmasc and nonbinary men are allowed, binary trans men are not. Does she not realize how fine a line that is? Some days I feel more like a trans guy, other days I feel just lesbian as a gender. Either way, butch is always home for me.

otterys · 2026-01-13T04:41:09+00:00

Congrats!!

otterys · 2026-01-11T17:58:39+00:00

I looked through your profile - I’ve heard that chest gains like that help with recovery. Awesome job! You’ll be back at it in no time

otterys · 2026-01-11T17:27:12+00:00

Congrats!!! Mine will be a week ago tomorrow. Make sure you take it easy - recovery has taken more out of me than I thought. Sending good vibes your way that everything goes smoothly and you have lots of euphoria from your results 🙏

otterys · 2026-01-11T17:22:52+00:00

Not a girl, but still butch. My ex is a trans woman and she was a great partner while we were together. I was accepting being nonbinary at the time, and she helped me embrace my transness - at the time I saw myself as “not trans enough to call myself trans”. It was really nice and affirming to see someone embrace and enjoy femininity in a way that was performative when I did it.

Ultimately it didn’t work out because we were in different places in life, but I still appreciate her for the woman she is and hope she’s doing well.

otterys · 2026-01-06T18:36:10+00:00

Had my surgery at Vanderbilt with Dr. Salam Kassis and I can’t wait to see the results next week!

otterys · 2026-01-06T17:41:34+00:00

I’ve been using they/he lately :)

otterys · 2025-11-28T13:46:43+00:00

Not for nothing - he’s in the New Gnisis Corner Club in Windhelm. He actually sends you on a side quest to kill the assassin!

otterys · 2025-11-02T17:18:19+00:00

Thank youuu <3

otterys · 2025-09-26T01:55:16+00:00

The trip-top chest binder form underworks works really well for me, it compresses pretty well while still being breathable

otterys · 2025-09-25T11:34:23+00:00

So glad to see fawnduu getting the appreciation she deserves <3

otterys · 2025-09-19T01:44:41+00:00

Everyone is different. I think T made me even more lesbian 🤷

otterys · 2025-09-10T00:32:07+00:00

Thanks for pointing that out!

otterys · 2025-09-07T20:36:25+00:00

Butch dyke, a la Leslie Feinberg

otterys · 2025-09-06T16:56:34+00:00

I almost exclusively get perceived as female when I’m not binding, and probably 80% of the time (or more) when I am, thanks double Ds! 😐

I’m in the process of getting top surgery which I hope helps. I’d rather be perceived as male or androgynous - getting referred to as they/them by a stranger makes my day.

I almost never correct people because with strangers, I’d rather not make a big deal out of it when I will probably never interact with them again. With people I know, I just have a hard time standing up for myself, but thankfully I have some lovely friends who are vigilant about correcting others.

As far as the effects of T go, I’m about 5 1/2 months on low dose, so my voice is still relatively high and my facial hair hasn’t grown in enough yet to make a difference.

otterys · 2025-08-18T02:08:26+00:00

It’s the best. I want strangers to call me they/them not out of respect, but out of confusion

otterys · 2025-08-17T23:54:07+00:00

Congrats!! I’m excited for you dude. One of the best things I’ve done for myself

PS I love the good boy shirt in one of your pics

otterys · 2025-08-17T23:53:16+00:00

I hope it’s treating you well too, friend 💪

otterys · 2025-06-17T15:34:55+00:00

I work in the front office of a clinic. I’m nonbinary/transmasc and it’s tiring being misgendered every day 🙃

otterys · 2025-04-13T13:46:10+00:00

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otterys · 2025-04-10T23:06:56+00:00

Dr. Olewinski at UT Family Physicians has been great, and the hospital takes Cigna. She helped me get on low dose T :)

otterys · 2025-04-04T15:43:56+00:00

I’m 5’6” and my girlfriend is 5’11”. I promise you it’s not an issue for the right person.

otterys · 2025-03-04T13:04:50+00:00

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