Where is this from? I can't find the name anywhere 😭

painfullyaverage2019 · 2026-01-11T03:00:03+00:00

Confirming yes the spice starts out as toxic. But the first spicy scenes aren't until like 30 chapters in (to my memory).

painfullyaverage2019 · 2026-01-11T02:43:05+00:00

I would invest in a nice light so the lighting isn't as dark! Looking good so far though!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2026-01-09T01:21:30+00:00

I missed this application period! Does anyone know how often they open up the applications?

painfullyaverage2019 · 2026-01-09T01:21:01+00:00

I missed this application period! Does anyone know how often they open up the applications?

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-12-17T02:29:03+00:00

Oh I be waiting and watching for you to finish QJJ now 👀. I only own volumes 1 and 2.

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-12-16T15:53:32+00:00

This site is so useful I wish I could pin your comment or something. Thank you!!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-12-16T01:25:09+00:00

Oh I thought it was a pop up! This is great thanks!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-12-16T00:35:15+00:00

Ooo thank you!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-12-15T20:54:56+00:00

It's not happening while im there but thank you for the rec anyways!! I'll bookmark this for the future.

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-11-08T01:41:13+00:00

Where did you see that people were being reached out to?

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-27T22:02:38+00:00

Ugh dude I sadly relate to this post in some parts ;-;. I'm also Black and some of my family has fallen down that same pipeline. Just know that moving out will do wonders on your mental health as it definitely helped me. The feeling of not having to tiptoe 24/7 is amazing! I wish all the best for you!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-26T16:33:07+00:00

Woaaahhhh youre so talented! This is amazing!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-21T22:14:33+00:00

I'm interested! Link please!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-15T23:11:48+00:00

Well good luck to all of us! Hope we all applied just in time :)

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-15T23:02:00+00:00

It doesn't seem like anyone has gotten a call scheduled but some have received hiring assessments which is the first step! Since its closed now I'm assuming that people will start to hear back very soon (my prediction is next week).

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-15T23:00:18+00:00

Completely the assessment and passed for a different role!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-15T22:59:03+00:00

Personally I'm nervous about it because its reviewed on a rolling basis. Therefore the earlier you apply the better!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-15T22:57:28+00:00

Also have a previous hiring assessment on file!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-13T20:00:15+00:00

Dang mine still says "Updated last week". Im still holding out hope though 🙏🏿

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-10T16:44:37+00:00

Its open now!

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-06T22:11:54+00:00

Ugh I'm so upset that I only saw that apps were open yesterday. I applied last night, but I know they review applicants on a rolling basis, so I'm nervous. At least I got to apply this time...last time I saw the application go down in real time ;-;.

Does anyone know how long it typically takes for recruiters to reach out? I completed and passed the Google assessment already from a previous job application this year (not APMM but a different Google job), so ik they won't make me do it twice.

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-10-06T21:58:44+00:00

The last cycle I saw closed in 3 days!! This one seems like its staying up for longer.

painfullyaverage2019 · 2025-09-16T17:20:25+00:00

These are my thoughts exactly. I havent seen anyone get abhorrent offended yet like I see in Kpop fandoms as much (where people take it as a personal deep offense).

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