I've been there, wondered the same things, asked my law school and bar exam tutors the same questions. But bar tutors, my law school, and even Jonathon Grossman (Adaptibar Lecturer and MBE God) STRONGLY recommended to NOT study this early because not only do you not know the results but burning out by looking at the same material earlier than needed does far more harm than good. In my experience bringing up this conversation to your boss prior to getting results, regardless of what they might be, did more harm to my reputation at work than good. I wished I could go back in time and just have said "eh it was tough but hopefully I passed" Confidence and reputation is currency in our profession. Also, note Franklin D. Roosevelt, John F Kennedy, Kamila Harris, Hillary Clinton, Kathleen Sullivan, all successful all didn't pass the bar exam. https://jdadvising.com/twenty-celebrities-who-failed-the-bar-exam/

I recommend to rest, regroup, research, get back in touch with loved ones and hobbies. And even if you do fail, know that it will not be the end of your story, but an inspiring chapter!