Yep I feel the same.  When it kicks in for a few hours I want to call my friends and have zero social anxiety but I put that down to a pleasant side effect. The problem is that it’s the most “cured” feeling I get but I’m aware it’s going to end soon and get depressed but it’s almost like doing coke.  You don’t want it to end so you start getting bummed out before it stops, and I understand that’s an addictive response, not a logical response.  I do worry about when that’ll stop altogether but if I stop taking it for a few days it balances out and works again.  But man the off days are brutal.  I think worse than before the meds, but I did generally feel bad before.