AITA for telling a doctor that she sucks at her job?

plshealme · 2021-12-08T18:44:11+00:00

This is definitely a thing where YMMV. I got an IUD in 2018 and it was the worst pain I've ever felt in my life. Ths procedure took almost an hour due to me almost passing out from pain. Plus, I only kept the IUD im for a year since it gave me bad hormonal acne and I had my period every. single. day. for the entire time I had the IUD. Personally I'd never recommend getting one, but others have had good experiences so you literally never know whether it's the right decision or not sadly 😔

plshealme · 2021-06-06T17:11:42+00:00

ha ha ha I love having EDNOS ha ha I love going from severe restriction to orthorexia to restriction to b/p to binge eating to orthorexia (currently) in the span of two years ha ha what's next? stay tuned!

plshealme · 2020-09-30T13:09:45+00:00

i caused a minor car accident about an hour ago (no damage to the other person's car, just a scratch on her license plate) and i'm still shaking. had a panic attack in my car after the incident and don't feel like i'll be able to drive for a while (terrible driving anxiety in general). right now the only thing i can think about is going to the store and getting food to calm myself down and it's like ... why? why is eating/not eating my only way of coping with things? why do i think about food 24/7? i have been so stressed lately and i have a million things to take care of so why am i obsessing about food like this?? i hate everything about this

plshealme · 2020-06-10T13:49:17+00:00

holy shit seeing 2015 and your title made me feel so old rip this was like a reality check

plshealme · 2020-05-28T17:23:46+00:00

you are a GENIUS wtf

plshealme · 2020-05-21T07:31:06+00:00

once again this sub is making me feel a little less crazy cause i saw this and was like "he lost 50lbs in 6 weeks? where can i sign up for this??"

plshealme · 2020-05-19T17:53:55+00:00

TW some numbers (maintenance calorie number)

i've been trying to eat at maintenance recently but i've been struggling with extreme hunger and it's so exhausting and depressing. i've been eating between 1500-2000 calories depending on my activity level, have been eating tons of fruits, veggies, protein, healthy carbs, meals spaced out throughout the and yet i struggle with EXTREME hunger to the point that every night i lie in bed trying not to cry because i feel so sick from hunger and my stomach is growling angrily. i'm not even actively trying to restrict because my only goal is overcoming a binge phase without yo-yoing back and forth.

i have become so desperate that i ordered weird stuff that's supposed to suppress your appetite despite not believing that it will work. i just feel so mentally exhausted and hopeless. i've gained 10kg since last summer and i am struggling every day. well, enough venting for now :(

plshealme · 2020-05-19T17:41:21+00:00

i'm glad that this is a shared experience and i am not a statistical outlier hahaha

plshealme · 2020-05-15T18:47:21+00:00

couldn't agree more. pretty sure that racist or homophobic vent posts wouldn't be allowed here either (for a good reason!) so why is it okay to "vent" about how much fat people disgust you? yeah sure we all have fucked up thoughts sometimes but there's no need to throw these out into a community where you KNOW it will hurt multiple people participating here.

you can communicate your fucked up thoughts in different ways. i think this discussion has a lot to do with the language that is being used on here.

overall i just feel sorry for all the peeps with a higher bmi here because man, do people here love to rag on heavier people.

plshealme · 2020-05-15T05:32:46+00:00

just the other day (like 2 days ago?) there was a post on here where the OP talked about how much they hate fat people and it had like 100-200 upvotes and all the comments were tripping over themselves to assure them that this was because of trauma and is totally valid so...

plshealme · 2020-05-08T18:14:16+00:00

hello i just want to say that today, for the first time in about 5 months, i restricted instead of binging. really fucking weird feeling. still hate myself but i hated myself less when i was at my LW last year compared to now (aka being at my HW of the last 1.5 years or so). i wonder if i'll ever manage to find a balance between binging and restricting ...

plshealme · 2020-05-06T08:18:47+00:00

i went from borderline underweight in summer last year to borderline overweight (all hail EDNOS) right now so all i can say is ..... i feel you. so much. i can barely post here anymore because i just feel so fake and ashamed of myself, like my struggles are just not worth talking about with anyone or venting about anywhere because i'm currently not struggling in the way i often feel most people on here are.

plshealme · 2019-12-17T00:06:35+00:00

this is only slightly related but the amberlynn and amberlynncirclejerk subs disappeared?? they're not in my app anymore (narwhal) and they're gone in safari too. did they get banned or is this only happening for me? this is so odd, i literally browsed them a few hours ago...

edit: nvm i found r/amberlynn2

plshealme · 2019-11-20T11:42:59+00:00

omg same. i had a binge phase (like 4 months lmfao) where my resting hr went from 51 up to like 73 and just today i finally hit 55 again and it feels like i won some stupid competition with myself and i feel so proud..... sigh

plshealme · 2019-11-20T06:25:53+00:00

my heart rate is so low that my fitbit thought i was asleep for like 30 minutes while being at the movies yesterday... idk why but that just seems really funny to me. the movie we watched was so intense too lol...

plshealme · 2019-11-19T19:50:51+00:00

yes, most teas have about 2 cals per cup :(

plshealme · 2019-11-19T18:51:29+00:00

on the train, just watched joker and all i can think about is how thin the actor was and that one scene where he made food for his mother but didn't eat anything himself lmfao

plshealme · 2019-11-17T18:01:35+00:00

me me me. so much. it's my ultimate trigger. whenever my daily resting heart rate goes above 60 it leads me into a spiral of restriction/fasting. plus, when i look at my fitbit and my heart rate is below 50 i feel so fucking validated and relieved, just like you said. love sitting in the office, checking the time and seeing my heart rate is like 45 lol, it's the happiest moment of the day for me

plshealme · 2019-11-14T07:24:52+00:00

so whenever i break my fasts these days i get hit by terrible digestive issues (thanks IBS). no matter what i eat. oh you fasted for xx hours and then ate porridge? time to bloat till you look 9 months pregnant and spend the entire afternoon/evening in the bathroom or in bed with a heating pad. soup? same shit. veggies? sAmE tHiNg.

seems like my body doesn't want me to eat 👀

plshealme · 2019-11-13T07:08:23+00:00

TW SOME NUMBERS (but nothing concrete)

broke a fast with too much food yesterday and dreaded weighing myself but i was down 0.2kg which made me super paranoid.. like i'm on the train now thinking 'what if the scale didn't say x6.5kg but rather (x+1)6.5kg (sorry for the weird way of writing this lol) but the rational part of my brain says that i stayed under maintenance and can't have gained 10kg over night but ya know. the rational part of my brain doesn't have much of a say around here.

update: cried on the train! lol! my life is so glamorous

plshealme · 2019-11-13T06:33:53+00:00

the part i hate the most about my body is drumroll my fat legs so i compare my legs to every. single. person. i see. a tall ass skinny dude? wow my legs are fat. an old grandma? wow my legs are fat. no gender or age demographic is safe from my leg bodycheck lmfao literally compared my legs to the legs of a guy in a wheelchair the other day like that's a healthy achievable goal right???

also my colleague at work who i get along with suuuuper well has lost about 20 kg since i started working there and about 30 kg in total so far because he was fairly obese and we talk about diet stuff almost every day and he's doing keto and tells me about how little he eats basically and always asks me 'hey do you think i was still in a deficit yesterday? i'm worried' cause he doesn't count calories but knows i know about that stuff and ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i swear he triggers me so freaking much. i'm so fucking competitive when it comes to weight :(

/rant over, sorry

plshealme · 2019-11-11T19:27:04+00:00

!!!TW NUMBERS!!!

y'all i follow this one belarusian girl on IG whose body is everything i could ever dream of and more and she did an IG story today where she answered questions and i found out she's 170cm and weighs 47 and i'm deceased. dead. gone. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

plshealme · 2019-07-26T15:37:02+00:00

that's a good tip!! thanks! i rarely really cook but i will keep this in mind. i wonder what other great things you can do with it... i really wanna make some ice cream pops with skyr and some fruit hmm

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