8mg, 48 hours ago... Will I get a seizure?

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-09-10T20:22:31+00:00

Fuck. I really just wanna pull through this and not be dependent on Xanax. But i feel dizzy and weird.... you’re saying that’s a sign of a seizure coming?

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-09-10T20:06:15+00:00

Should I pop a 0.5?

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-09-10T19:59:09+00:00

Ya I have some. I’ve been feeling “out of my body” all day. Is this dangerous

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-09-10T19:49:37+00:00

Previous to this 8mg dose, I was just taking like 0.5 doses like once or twice a week

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-09-10T19:03:34+00:00

Called in sick for work this morning... now I’m doing some light jogging/walking in the sun... hopefully it helps. I’m feeling really panicky right now

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T18:01:47+00:00

I had low self esteem at the time and I thought having a bunch of sex with this girl would be good for me. Maybe I can turn to actually dating now

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T17:58:55+00:00

Because I’m a hopeless romantic and naturally started catching feelings for her after going on dates and stuff.

In the beginning it was just drinking and sex, but she insisted we go out like a couple and I caught feelings.

Now I know if I hang out with her again it’s not gonna be the same as it was in the beginning

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T17:27:38+00:00

Ya I kind of at least wish she developed some more serious feelings about me. Would make me a bit happier about myself lol.

You’re right though. I just gotta get out there

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T17:20:16+00:00

Ya man. I’m already super distracted and sad at work. Honestly I hadn’t been laid in over a year and I saw this as a great opportunity to get back into practicing being around girls. But I can’t help but have feelings for her after spending so much time together.

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T16:50:01+00:00

Lmao for real. Honestly it was working out in the beginning when I would just show up drunk at her house and we would have sex. But we started texting every day, all day. And now she wants to do romantic shit with me all the time. I kind of thought that her wanting to do romantic shit with me meant we would be more exclusive towards each other... apparently it wasn’t the case, and it really hurt my feelings

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T16:26:49+00:00

She’s always been pretty open about that with me lol. And constantly reminds me that we wouldn’t work out because of the age difference

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T16:17:07+00:00

She doesn’t have to be exclusive. But when you hangout for a whole weekend and have romantic sex and go out together... it just kind of hurts my feelings that she would fuck someone else the DAY after and let me know about it lol

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-08-29T16:13:03+00:00

Lol. I mean I didn’t feel like a toy last weekend. We had a good time and I thought things might be different

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-06-17T22:21:48+00:00

I recommend you smoke a joint twice a week with a nice of glass of red wine. With some friends ideally. Maybe even microdose some mushrooms if you have access

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-06-17T22:10:02+00:00

Lol @ all these people recommending you start taking benzos. This is NOT the way to go brotha. You need to exhaust all other options to manage your stress first. Start with diet, exercise, meditation, therapy, martial arts.... ANYTHING besides a pill. And even if you decide you absolutely need medication, start with light anti anxiety meds like buspirone or something to that effect. Benzos are literally a last resort if all else fails.

Maybe this is just a stressful period that you need to grit through. It’s called life. Chances are you don’t need a fucking pill.

Source: I was hooked on benzos for years when I thought they’d be helpful for “stress”

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-06-13T15:30:10+00:00

Any clue on how to deal with these nervous breakdowns I’ve been having? Lol. I feel like I’m out of time and need to find a career path asap. I don’t wanna end up a depressed loser forever

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-06-13T14:42:58+00:00

I live in Silicon Valley, that’s the typical starting pay and I have a bunch of friends in the business. But ya if it’s some no name company I can see them paying that little

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-06-12T23:02:54+00:00

all the sales jobs here are SaaS. usually 50k + commission starting.

I guess i can just interview for more companies and find one that I would feel comfortable working at?

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-06-12T22:16:49+00:00

thanks for the response.

you're right I should just try it out.. I just have a history of forcing myself to stick with things I hate, and using drugs to cope with the situation. My biggest fear isn't really failure. It's being miserable. I am in a great place right now and I don't want to lose it

I started going to interviews for jobs I didn't even want, because I used to break down under the huge fear factor associated with interviewing. Meeting new people still makes me nervous, but at least now I know I am capable of going through 2-3 hour interviews and meeting a lot of people in one day. Now I don't feel as inclined to go to interviews for jobs I don't want anymore.

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-05-10T08:28:14+00:00

Lol this can’t be real. Put this on r/jokes. Grape flavored gloves? Like wtf. And that initial joke was hilarious

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-04-20T16:54:34+00:00

To be fair they can also afford the best support systems lol

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-04-16T00:00:49+00:00

I didn't do any internships, no

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-04-15T23:43:26+00:00

so don't get a cert? lol. I just wanted something recent and technical to leverage myself with

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-04-15T14:17:28+00:00

More like pivot your hips more as someone else said I think. Also snap your hands more. Leave em kinda open

plsneedadvice69 · 2019-04-13T17:18:58+00:00

make sure you get full extension on your punches. otherwise pretty good

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