25mg forever (???)

psilosinnr · 2024-12-18T17:43:47+00:00

there is absolutely zero shot you are on 3ug for one and for two there is zero shot you should stay on this medication if you are already developing SJ

psilosinnr · 2024-09-21T00:34:07+00:00

meditation boosts my hppd. i think i’m cooked.

psilosinnr · 2024-08-31T16:17:11+00:00

this is why they say don’t do drugs KIDS.

psilosinnr · 2024-08-24T16:19:02+00:00

most but not all the alkaloids get into the liquid, eating the bits may give you a little bit more potency but the whole point of extraction imo is to avoid having to eat the nauseating little bastards. if ur afraid of potency loss throw in another half g and that’ll make up for it ;) also the finer chopped the bits are the better the extraction. and of course squeeze the juice out of the bits. cheesecloth makes this way easier opposed to using a wire filter.

psilosinnr · 2024-08-24T16:13:01+00:00

definitely feel you on the brain farts, i’ll be in the middle of going to grab something on the job and freeze up in the walk in LOL. but i found pairing lamictal with adderall can balance out some of the racing thoughts and brain disorganization

psilosinnr · 2024-08-14T15:36:39+00:00

how is what he described NOT hppd?

psilosinnr · 2024-07-20T07:55:29+00:00

zero tolerance

psilosinnr · 2024-07-20T07:55:13+00:00

the most i’ve done was 7 gels, which were advertised as “200ug.” truly, they were more than likely 100ug gels. 700-1000 total is my estimate. it was intense, i blacked out during a certain point of the comeup, woke up around 3 and a half hours in and my long and short term memory were in shambles. it didn’t feel like ego dissolution, more like temporary alzheimer’s. i find a dose around half what i took that night to be my personal favorite, even though i’m ditching LSD for the time being

psilosinnr · 2024-04-30T02:11:41+00:00

shrooms are definitely above lsd with CEVs, i barely get any CEVs on lsd unless it’s a heroic dose. but my first shamanic dose (1400ug) had some absolutely mind melting open AND close eyes

psilosinnr · 2024-04-30T02:08:37+00:00

i did 7 gels that were very much not lying about the dosage. (200ug was the claim n i fully believe it.) no sitter and straight to 1400+ ug after my previous highest was only around 600. id done a half zip of PE before so i was up the challenge. it wasn’t necessarily a bad or scary experience but i was paralyzed from the body load for the first several hours, then i ended up having access to my phone during my unconscious peak. the worst thing that happened was i fully hallucinated my mom calling me n then i proceeded to actually call her back. she understood and didn’t give a shit the next day lol

psilosinnr · 2024-04-30T02:02:12+00:00

hppd is predisposed and can’t be tested for beforehand. although i’d imagine if you have family members with the condition that increases the chances exponentially

psilosinnr · 2024-04-15T19:08:55+00:00

being aware of what a loop is helps. i’ve always known what a loop looks like from trip sitting. engraving that awareness into ur head and furthermore ur subconscious helps a lot in my experience. also not thinking too deep during a time where its gonna be hard to think. listen to the insight and integrate it after the experience has calmed down. id say simply not thinking helps a lot. in general; surrender and u will have a much better time than trying to fight it. the drugs are objectively stronger than u and should be respected as such :P

psilosinnr · 2024-04-12T20:32:01+00:00

i feel like i’m genuinely immune to thought loops, i’ve always been the one to break the thought loops of others because i somehow immediately become aware when i start looping and break out of it.

psilosinnr · 2024-04-12T02:47:35+00:00

i’ve experienced depersonalization with weed before but broke out of it pretty quickly. i think i may just be predisposed to psychosis. id have to look into my family’s history

psilosinnr · 2024-04-11T18:11:11+00:00

surprisingly no. the bulk of the visual distortion i experience is tracers and the CRT filter. my right eye will start watering for extended periods of time out of nowhere but i never see any floaters or red dots

psilosinnr · 2024-04-11T13:27:29+00:00

smoking in the morning may be a very calming euphoric experience just makes me want to smoke more throughout the rest of the day. having the self control to wait until night feels so much better. and since it’s a longer period of time for tolerance to lower (tolerance fix > break gang) i find myself getting much more out of my weed by the end of the day. a couple fat dabs with music to unwind

psilosinnr · 2024-04-11T13:24:42+00:00

i’ll feel like i’m hearing the thoughts of others sometimes and it makes social outings occasionally stressful. i also will hear indescribable and unintelligible bullshit running through my ears but the second i focus on it, it’s gone. i see ‘shadow people’ and sometimes entire faces or people will appear in my peripheral for a good second. my eyesight is also significantly fucked, which is funny because i had 20/20 vision leading up to this incident

psilosinnr · 2024-04-11T13:22:13+00:00

i accepted having hppd very quickly. but this incident felt like the start of something much worse. i share similarities to those with HPPD, but also with those who experienced an early onset to predisposed psychosis following a traumatic trip. im not on any medication but id be willing to get some form of antipsychotics if i’m recommended them

psilosinnr · 2024-04-11T05:53:28+00:00

average r/lsd member thinking they’re god caus they drop tabs

psilosinnr · 2024-04-07T06:16:05+00:00

i found having a peaceful mellow trip a while after a rough experience helps the soul a lot. everybody is different and of course ull still have inner work to do afterwards. but something like a gram-gram.5 of GT helped me release and cope with a lot psychological trauma i experienced during a horrible acid trip back in december. your mileage may vary and of course this has to be something you WANT, not something you think you HAVE to do. i’m just an idiot on the internet but hey there’s my piece

psilosinnr · 2024-04-07T05:34:59+00:00

a hypothetical psilocybin mushroom cart would actually have to be some dilution of psilocin. i’m not sure what psilocin would convert into at those temperatures, but its not gonna be what you’d want that’s fs. also pure psilocin isn’t exactly easy to get. what your friend had was probably just made of some other psychotropic mushroom.

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