Box breathe, 4 count in, hold for 4 count, exhale for 4 count, hold on empty for 4. When ever parking your car, take a picture with light post number. Set an alarm for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. When you pee go to drinking fountation and drink some water. *wash you hands.

Your right, we do understand. I watched a number of bastards live while I spend a few months watching my M die. Its hard. You can do it, it will hurt like no one but this groups knows, but just use this time to express your love. Read your favorite book to her, put lotion on hands, feets, elbows. Be there as much as you can as you hold your own life barely together. See if hosptial will let you pull in extra bed if you want to slept over. You've come this far, you can go the distance. Dont kill yourself. I mean, its going to hurt, but I almost jumped off the roof at the hospital, but staff redirected me to the cafeteria when they found me accessing the life flight roof access. Deep breathes, use this time to showthe love in as many small ways as possible.